Rachael Judd

Rachael Judd Feb 2015

Alone

I feel so alone

Since you left
Nowhere feels like home
You left me abandoned
Without shelter

With no place to go
Like a tree without its roots
And a sky without stars
Like a mind without a thought
And a heart without a soul

Since you left
My lungs are filled
With water
And although i cant breathe
I've always loved the feel
Of ocean breeze.

#sad #depression #heart #alone #empty #stars #sky #abandoned #ocean #loneliness

Rachael Judd Feb 2015

Broken Glass

From the moment i met you
I knew that if i touched you
You would shatter me
To broken glass
And i didn't want to cut you
So i kept my distance
And ended up
Only cutting myself

Rachael Judd Feb 2015

YOU ARE A WRITER

BUT YOU ARE A WRITER
AND YOUR HEART DOESNT
FEEL THE WAY YOU WANT IT TOO
AND YOUR MIND DOESNT
WORK IN ONE SPECIFIC WAY
AND YOUR MOUTH DOESNT
SAY ALL THE RIGHT WORDS
THOUGH YOUR HAND SPEAKS
THEM FOR YOU
BUT YOU,
ARE A WRITER

#love #poet #life #heart #hate #mind #writer

Rachael Judd Feb 2015

Another Sleepless Night

As the night carries on
And the beautiful laughter comes to an end
The people who once filled my hearts with joy
Only fill my head with emptyness
The flowers that once grew
Are dead
And as I lay in my bed
Close my ears
Shut my eyes,
I cry
To another sleepless night.

#depression #alone #flowers #empty

Rachael Judd Feb 2015

Never enough

I know that I am not enough, there's no need to tell me twice.

Time and time again I've been shut down and ******* upon. So now i just accept the fact that im worthless

#worthless #notenough #lifesucks

Rachael Judd Feb 2015

Grey

People think the world is only made black and white
But if you blur your eyes
The only color you start to see,
Grey
The color they fail to believe

Its not one or the other, its the colors in between

#truth #lie #grey #blackwhite

Rachael Judd Feb 2015

~ DEAD WEIGHT ~

POURING RAIN
I SIT UNDER THE TREE WITH MY BOOK OF LIES
TRYING TO STAY DRY
BUT THERE IS NO ESCAPE
~ DEATH IS ENDLESS ~
THE RAIN REMINDS ME OF YOU
TURNING EVERYTHING A SOFT BLUE
MY BOOK IS WET
AND ALL THE WORDS I WROTE IN PEN
THE INK HAS FORMED THEM TOGETHER
I SINK TO THE BOTTOM OF THE OCEAN
~ I AM A DEAD WEIGHT ~
NO EMOTION
I WILL LET IT SUFFOCATE ME
BECAUSE EVEN THOUGH THERES OXYGEN AROUND ME
~ I CANNOT BREATH. ~

Im screaming but no one hears me

#depression #life #death #rain #blue #fuckit