Bedroom eyes
tell lies of salvation
found between sheets.

Come, come...
We both know
you won't be saved here.

i was
       c o l d             and
                      n u m b
          but your
l o v e               set my on
               f i re
– i still have the burns to prove it

i touch my lips
and realize they
are a shade of red
is it love?
blood?
wine?
who knows,
kiss me to check

your lips embodies my skin
intoxicating me with your breath.
your voice is like poetry inside of a note
only the worthy are fortunate to hear
creating symphonies every time you open your mouth
i found myself
drowning in the music
love,
your'e my favorite harmony

Don't trust me just because others do,
Trust me because you do.

Dear God, i am writing to you in desperation
As i lay in this hospital bed expecting to die
I am not ready for my life's expiration
I am not ready to lay and say goodbye

For a couple of years now i thought death was the answer
I have proof of the canceled orders that I made
The receipts of scars left on my body before the cancer
I assume the funds were insufficient in the cuts I paid

After the dark I was grateful for never having enough
I found that i have people there for me through it all
I have dreams and goals and ways to deal when its tough
I have climbed so high i am not ready to fall

Please God I'm begging you not to **** me
I have a plan for life now and death isn't a part
I wanna feel true love, have kids, and be happy
This time is just the beginning of a beautiful start

Love,
................