He was my thugtastic splashy snack
My thick-bearded magnet
My grand man paradise
My rainbow trance dream knight
My awesomeness overdose
My gay candy shop of macho greatness

He set my inner gayness ablaze
Had me feeling like I dancing
On the enchanting sun
Encased in his manly love
I could never get enough
Of his gangbuster rollercoaster
Of dope macho bravado

I was sauced up to the max
Swimming in his sizzling
Irresistible zaddyjuice
I was hooked, gagged, and
Deep-fried in his certified five-star swagger

I was tranced the hell out
Spinning in his gleaming dominion
Of seamless dreaminess
So **** gay for him
Lost in the magic of his top-shelf macho sauce
Hella obsessed, soul-snatched, and
Crazy lit off his street-blessed sexaliciousness

I built a home in your silence
Hung hope like art in the dark
You watched me drown in your absence
Called it growth while you tore me apart
I begged with hands that bled for you
But you pulled away like I stained your skin
No love left to give
No breath to steal
You left me lit
Watched me peel
Made a ghost and blamed the flame
Now say my name as you feel shame
You carved me
Hollow
Wide
Deep
Then turned your back like pain comes cheap
You call that space?
I call it spit
Fed me fire I won't forget
No love left to give
No skin to save
You left me lit in your quiet grave
Made the mess and left me raw
I'm the scar you can't outdraw
Never flinched while I collapsed
Not a word as my hands unclasped
You left the match and watched me burn
Don't you dare pretend you hurt
No love left to fake
No grace to give
You left me lit
I learned to live
Not for you
Not for them
For the silence you condemned

He had my gayness sky-hopping
On boundless clouds of sheer desire
Locked forever in his masculine spell
Floating lit and loved-up feening for another hit
Of his macholicious bewitchingness

He was the one for me who had me
Swimming in his dreamy, shimmering masculinity
His vibe was mad majestic
Zaddytacular enchantment on a grand level
A whole man-storm of queer ecstasy

A walking eruption of enchanting manliness
Thick with extraordinary passion
That had my gayness levitating
Craving, feening, treading on air
In sun-kissed stilettos

Tranced-out AF, mind hijacked
Attached to his unmatched flex
Calling him my sky-high stud magnet
Stuck in his seductive orbit
Gayed up, locked in, so in love with him

In my mind, he was all mine
My sugar-sweet gay daddy
My gay tasty mancake
Top-grade sweetness
Hot from the oven
Bursting with mad exhilarating flavor

My rainbow-loaded sweet treat
My forever four-star flavor
He flexed his hunkalicious hotness
And I was punch-drunk
Stranded in his city-lick thunder
On a gay sugar high
So lost in his red-hot Bronx sauce

When you learn to walk.
Learning to tie your own shoes,
Is liberating.