Why do i feel much and yet experience so little.

Your the shinning example of
Love i never got to see.

If i kiss you here.
Will that brings us together?
Will our love be an ever after?

If i touch you there
will that bridge build faster,
for us to be together?

if this illustionary love be real
I'd be a thief, a forbidden deal
Holding a broken seal
Of the unspoken truth
Of everyone i'll hurt.

I don't want that, I'd rather be alone
And hold a heart of stone.
Be at peace to the dream out of reach.
At least i know how to love.

A repetitive omen
that we learn to avoid
over time.

A smile is like an exit
Out of the room,
Where you don't really want to be.