The sun rises it kisses the
Oceans edge
It caresses upon each
Lip
Gently it silhouettes
Touching,
Delicately,
Radiance,
Warming the surface
Moving ever more over this
Endless
Motion, like pure thought
One exists
For moments with the other,
Stretching its form upon each,
Lucid colours form
A mixture of
Cold,
Warmth,
Blended,
Then the sun diminishes
It touch felt less, as it sinks
Lips of the ocean kiss it
Till they next meet
Until that moment *Goodbye..

I wouldn't want to B
What others wish me to B
I wouldn't think as you would B
Thinking for my self is how it will B
B cause this is how its got to B
I like who I B
B  respectful
B  true
B  free
And above all B  yourself
Don't try to B  *me...

The badge is a symbol of
Honour
Sacrifice
Respect
Do not let the few
That tarnish this code
Earning your disrespect
For there are those that believe
In the code, to protect the
Weak,
Vulnerable,
Laws,
To uphold, for them to do there best,
You may see them as an enemy,
But the few who taint
Do not stand for the rest,
They made an oath to
Protect
&
Serve
Give them your trust,
And they will give it right back..

I wanted to end it all,
To finish what had begun
But the cost of living,
Has sky rocketed up
Bullet
Knife
Rope
Aren't as cheap as they
Once were,
The Cost of taking a life
Dollars,
Pounds,
Euros,
Where ever you are
The cost got to
"Much"
Who ever said that death was
"Cheap,"
Has got to much to live for to give a
"****"
I wanted a bullet,
To end this joke,
I wanted one, they said
Lead has gone up,
Two
For
One,
Life's cruel joke,
Is it wasn't funny enough,
I may as well live
Through the
Good,
&
Bad,
Because suicide
Just got too expensive,
Its a rich guys playing field now..

The serpents of sin will
"Find you,"
They will slither upon
"Your lies"
They will follow you where
Ever you go,
Distance,
Miles,
Continents,
Will never stop the truth
From slithering out,
You can sugar coat them
But they will still taste bitter upon
"Truthful lips"
Lies will leak from your pores
The serpents of truth will
Bite the venom of
Truth,
It will seep through
Veins,
Blood,
Mouths,
Will spill the authenticity
Of what was needed
The truth is a venom,
That only the serpents of truth
Can poison out of the split tongue of **untruths

My words are dying
they lie lifeless
Upon my tongue,
A heavy weight jars my
Jaw open,
Nouns,
Consonants,
Letters
& words leave a
Decomposing taste in my mouth,
My throat is slowly
Clogged,
From the dead words slipping
Down my throat
Suffocating.
Drowning.
Silence.
As the words clog out the sound
They once flew with wings upon
The air, heard no more
My words have died
They lie dead on my breath
No longer heard with *sound

The phone rings,
A dead tone
"You are disconnected from reality"
"I look up"
A mirrored hall,
Images surround me
Laughing,
Crying,
Silent,
I am all, I am one
"A phone rings"
I run, but my feet glide
Upon air never moving
But the glass warps
Bends,
Distorted,
Shatters,
I am in pieces, shards
Slowly join,
I was in pieces, now whole
Climbing through the joined image
Upon the floor,
Grass meets my fingers
Wet with dew, I see stars
Wishing I wasn't here,
As the moment passes
"A phone rings"
"I run"
But the grass sticks to my feet
The stars are falling,
Lighted shards fall around
Grazing my body
Like paper cuts
Clean,
Deep,
Pain,
Claims my mind, I pass out
While sinking deeper,
Blurred sight, meets silence
I awaken to the phone ringing,
"I pause"
My hand reaches forward
"Pauses"
I move away, a shiver reverberates
To the sound, I walk away
**The phone rings & rings & rings...

Mid-night the sixty seconds between
Tsap
                     Present
&
                                        **Future

My tears are like razor wire
Upon my ****** skin
They bleed my emotions
"
"
"
Feelings
Abandonment
Suffering
In silence, my tears
Scream down my face,
In silence to others
But every moment one falls
Nails
Scream
Upon a
Chalk
Board,
Deafening my senses, they
Loosen from my face
Falling like,
Atomic Bombs
Cleansing,
Vaporizing,
Emotions,
On the ground below,
My tears scream out in silence
And I am the only one that can hear..

Would she love me
Hold my hand tightly
If she could see the scars
Beneath my skin
Torn,
Emotions,
Blooded,
Beneath the surface
I am whole like a picture
On the surface
But under crawls,
Agony,
Hurt,
Regret,
It tears me to pieces
I sleep I am again whole,
Then I awake
And I am slowly
Like torture torn to pieces
Once again,
Could she, would she see
Beyond my scars, and try to
Love me,
Or will the emotions
Bury her,
"I love her so dearly"
But can scars be healed that are never seen.