When I have to be strong for you,
When you are scared after watching a horror movie.
It is so hard.
Cause I constantly feel like breaking apart.
I am always so afraid,
Of my own thoughts like my wish to ******* die.

Life or death.
I don't know wich scares me more.

This is about you
It is not a poem.
But I don't care.
Yes this site is called Hello Poetry.
But does that mean that I can't say that I care about you?
That you are beautiful.
That you are kind.
That you are important.
***** poetry.
Today I just want to say that you matter.

Are you okay?
I am breathing.
You should stop.
Why?
Why not?
Stop it, you're in my head.
Yes and it is a horrible place.
I know.
You should do something about it.
Like what?
Do you see that gun?

The cold water of the sea around your legs.
The wind blowing trough your hair.
The moon and stars lighting up the night sky.
Feeling pure.
This is what life was ment to feel like.

The sound of birds waking you in the morning.
The smell of grass and flowers.
The sun comming from behind the dark clouds.
A smile on your face.
This is the life you always wanted.

The smell of the ground after a rainy night.
A storm on sea beautiful to watch.
A leave falling from a tree.
So pure, everything you ever wanted.
Everything there always was but you never saw.

A summer breeze warm in your face.
The singing of a bird.
A beautiful sunrise and sunset.
It feels so new and pure.
But you always had it, all you needed to do was opening your eyes and taking your time.

Feel free to hate me.
Feel free to love me.
You can insult me.
You can give me compliments.
As much as you want.
But please tell me.
Stop talking behind my bak.
Stop pointing.
You can just tell me what you think of me.
I am strong enough to hear the true.
Hate me.
Love me.
Tell me but please respect me.
I am just like you only different.
And you can hate me or love me.
But I am still a human being.
Sick of all the laughing, whispering and pointing.
So just tell me what you think.
I am strong enough to handle the true when you say it in my face.