don't you hide
under that waterline
as light hits
you beautifully shine
don't ever hesitate to fall
crying isn't shameful at all
dear little tear
I sense your fear
you fear the criticizm
the laughs
the ridicule and pain
but know one thing dear friend
you have so much to gain
nature made it this way
let yourself drop free
it isn't a weakness
it makes us stronger, you see
I'd love you to stay
but it's time to say goodbye
you've lingered for too long
you must part from the eye

I sit here
on my bed
looking onto a piece of paper
so lost
so torn

trying in some way to write away the pain
hoping that it will make me feel better

it wont

it wont be ok
it wont be fine
it wont get better

Happiness is miles and hours away
while I sit here
rotting
with a pen in my hand

Sometimes
its just too much,
falling for you

it hurts too much
when your not here,

its too much to handle
but
the joy i feel with you

i would go through hell for.