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bathing in the light of the sun,
surrounded by the beauty of the world
by night i'm gazing at the stars
awash in the glow of the moon
and i love my little galaxy
this universe, created from fantasies,
existing solely for me
what god exists that made you all my reality
my sun, my world, my moon and stars
and the planets between, unique and
alive, so alive despite no signs
of yet loving life
if i were a god i'd make it so
that you all fell in love
with life and love and happiness
and they fell for you, too
How can you be so blind?!
You have two **** eyes,
and you still can't notice.
Every angel has its devil side.
Even us.
And you know exactly we can not escape that.
Or maybe you can..
I'm insane.
Sorry..
Maybe it's just a warm rain, of every feelings I had.
For you.. for the world.. our world..
Is it melancholy or just sweet painful memories?
I know, it's nearly the same.
But I have to say,
I can't even feel the difference now.
Maybe I just overreact, cause obviously I'm afraid.
Afraid of loosing my mind.. of loosing your attention.
Oh yeah I know, it's too late,
I guess.
Cause now we're just two parallel lines, close to each other,
but never together..
****,
Why are you still so nice?
I don't deserve it.
I hate you.
No I don't..
I'm insane.
Sorry..
Being suicidal doesn't mean i'm going to **** myself

Being suicidal is having this unexplicable ache while you're living

It's waiting for your life to end, and wishing you didn't have to carry on

Having this ache, an incapability to feel happy living, doesn't mean that I am going to **** myself -

It just means I wouldn't mind dying.
I need time to detangle this web of tears,
trapped in turmoil,
entrapped in confusion,
I am a maze runner in solitude,
watching flowers bloom on the other side of the fence,
I see nothing,
but the gravel that binds me within soil,
reaching through cracks I strive,
to see skies of blue
Even as the sun rises,
My days remain dark,
Tears fill my heart,
Like a cold rain.

I miss you the most during these days,
Miss listening to your words,
Whispering our dreams,
My love; the hero who saved my life,

Remember, I love you,
I love you;
The only Soul that I will ever hold,
I'm so lucky to know you.

Until that day we meet again in paradise, where your Soul lives,
I will keep my promise always and forever,
To love and honor you; My Queen,
By offering gifts of love, hope and kindness to others.

Copyright © 2017 Ronald J Chapman All Rights Reserved.
The Great Queen Seondeok, 62회, EP62, #07
https://youtu.be/2SJYP3pLoig
The lonely is the only place I go
probably because isolation is the only friend I know
Broken-hearted but kindness is the only feeling I show
Because the saddest people find a way to smile til tomorrow

With a damaged heart and a wounded soul
I find the strength to breach the cold
Eyes red with tears, heart full of pain
My mind is lost, fighting to be sane
Intrepid but my heart is no fool
Wise old soul, experience's school

The lonely know the wilderness best
The lonely are the kindest, the saddest, the wisest

— The End —