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  Jan 2019 gabrielle
mer
spinning
falling
out of control

blurry vision
quick decisions
no logic

painful cuts
with silver blades
searing pain

glazed eyes
dull hearts
brains on fire

never ending
thoughts
and anxiety

"better off dead"
said the ones
like us

before they took the gun
blade
pills

and
became
nothing
gabrielle Jan 2019
suppression of the love,

when you had enough

believing he could love you.
stop whenever .
  Jan 2019 gabrielle
Semicolon
Hey mom-dad, listen.
Hit me, hate me, throw me out,
But don't shut me up.
My dear mom, my dear dad,
Please listen to me talk.
You're the place where I can unveil myself and be true to who I am.
You're the place where I can pour my heart out and expect to be heard.
You're the place I want to spend my life talking and being heard.
Please don't tell me to shut up
Because I talk too much,
Because no one likes what I speak,
Because I talk *******,
Because no one would listen to me,
Because I need to stay silent sometimes,
Because nobody likes the stories I have to tell,
Please don't tell me to shut up,
Just because that's what I need to do.
Listen to me.
Please.
gabrielle Jan 2019
to goodbye ?

even if we're not together,

already goodbye ?
you still haven't love me
we still aren't close
yet goodbye ?
gabrielle Jan 2019
helpful yet harmful
to end and to be contented
to escape the reality
then meet heavens, that is fantasy

to unlive and to leave
to unlive your life but to leave me hanging on you tight
to help and to harm
help yourself vanish, harm everyone else in anguish
the use of rope in 'that' way
  Jan 2019 gabrielle
autumn
i hate being okay
because okay is not happy
but okay is not bad enough for anyone to care
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