Monika

Monika Apr 2015

Maybe
it´s just
like a lost letter.

You threw the bottle
into the wild river.
They are drowning
in the dark.

Maybe
it´s just
like a lost letter.

My words didn´t reach U
until I was on the sky.
Like and angel
keeping eye on you.

(My lost lover)

#love #angel #letter #proclamation

Monika Apr 2015

Always afraid

When I first saw you*
On that stairs
when I didn´t know a thing ´bout you.
I was afraid to meet you.

When I first met you
You touched my hand, kissed my cheek
and introduced yourself.
I was afraid to trust you.

When I first trusted you
I told you something
I was too afraid to tell anyone else.
I was afraid to kiss you.

When I first kissed you
you were holding me in your arms,
I put my head on your shoulder.
I was afraid to love you.

But now that I love you
*I´m afraid to lose you...

#love #kiss #truth #life #afraid #lose

Monika Apr 2015

So reckless

When I first laid my eyes on you,
our eyes didn´t even meet
I felt yours on me the whole time.

The girl you belong to,
she didn´t know a thing.
So reckless...

If I were her I´d have protected you
from other girls
like me

I´m not here to judge or so
but she didn´t deserve you...

You mean a lot,
probably too much to me.
I have you. You´re mine
and mine only...

It´s a good thing I took you from her.

I´m glad I saved you
and kinda freed you...

**Because I love you more
than she ever could...

#love #eyes #friend #reckless

Monika Apr 2015

Being Poet

I´m not perfect.
I have my flaws...

Once I even thought
I wasn´t enough...

I´m just being myself.
The self you love me for
sometimes selfish
always caring
but still me.

My poems reflect what I feel.

And they will remind me
of those happy and sad moments

*forever

#love #poet #life #poems #forever #writer

Monika Apr 2015

Simply not enough

It started with a fear.
then came peace.

I felt happy
and loved.

You told me you trusted me,
that you missed me like crazy when we were not together.
You told me you loved me

And I believed you.

Now I know the truth...

I still love you, miss you, want you
But I can´t have you.
Because I wasn´t enough for you.

And that´s what hurts the most...

I will always remember you and the way I loved you... You will stay in my heart forever ...

#love #sad #hurt #relationship #breakup

Mar 2015

Brandi R Lowry

My Favorite Story

Saying goodbye
To someone you love
Is like reading the final page
Of an amazing book.

As the last chapter ends
You begin to notice
Just how beautiful
And perfect
The plot always was.

You appreciate the joy
And even the pain
As you read and thumb
Through every page.

Finally understanding
The moral of the story,
You realize you've reached
The end of this journey.

Although the last sentence
Is the most difficult to read
Another great book awaits
Once you turn the final page.

Eventually you may stumble
Upon yet another great find.
Or maybe you'll return
To the book you left behind.

You may just discover
Once all is said and done
That this particular book
Was your favorite story
All along.

For Ty & Des ❤️

#love #heartbreak #sad #life #pain #sadness #hope #thoughts #goodbye #you