In my darkest hour
when my mind played tricks on me.
when the tears soothed my skin.
I just wanted to cuddle up to you,
feel your body close to mine.
Feel your warmth.
But you weren´t there.

I wanted to wake up with you,
next to you.
I wanted to feel your kisses.

All I got was a text telling me
"I love you and last night, I wanted to be with you"

I think you wanted the same thing.

And I know it´s not the same as you in my bed,
but even that made me happier.
So thank you

*I love you

I love the way
you lean closer to me
and whisper



I love you

To my ear.

People say it´s disgusting

People say it´s gross

They say it´s strange
and not normal.

They look at us in different ways.

But I think it´s okay
to fall in love
with a man that´s much older
when he loves me too.

They don´t know how I feel
when I´m with him.

And they don´t know how I feel
when I´m not.

You don´t know anything
so stop judging me!!

And if i were ever shot ,
id kiss you with the last
breath in my lungs. I'd
apologize for staining
your lovely hands with
my different shades of red.
And before i'd let out my
last sigh i'll tell you how
much i love you before i
die* ~