And then you were gone-
No goodbyes,
No last words-
You floated away out of existence.
It was as if you never were there.
And I missed you-
Missed you in a way only I could.
I missed the torn half of my heart,
That seemed to crumble to dust,
When I found out you were gone.
And I cried.
It was a hurricane sweeping the pain away.
I knew I'd be alone,
And I hated it.
Because I was your daughter.
And I was alone,
Left by my best friend-
My father.
And you left me here

I see you everywhere.
I see you in the sky-
As a big plump, curious cloud.
I see you in the ocean-
Along with the dolphins and the sunset.
I see you in the mountains-
Because you loved them so much.
I see you in the night sky-
For you are now one of the stars.
I see you in the meadow-
Because the flowers remind me of your colorful eyes.
But most importantly,
I see you in myself-
And I would not care to be anyone else.

When you need a friend's help,
Do not fret.
Do not fear.
Your best and only friend is near.
Trust only them.
Turn around and face Her-
The one who understands you best.
Turn around and look in the mirror-
Where only your face appears.
Because everyone else made a mess.

They are blind
They only look with their eyes,
But they do not see.
They can't witness-
The beauty of something,
Without a picture

They are deaf
They only hear with their ears,
But they do not listen.
They hear their cellphone ring
But never do they listen-
To the beautiful songs of birds

They choose to be disabled
What they think is important is not
They refuse to observe the world-
It's beauty and all its greatness.
They choose to die without knowledge.
They choose a life without living.

I wish to go back to the day-
When we first met.
It was the day I let my guard down,
And I let you into my mind.
That was my first mistake.
One I will never make again.
Trust nobody,
I should've thought
To let me know to turn around.

Because maybe then,
I thought you were a friend.
But you were just the beginning to an end.

Do you see him
Haunting silently in the dark.
Of course not.
He is well hidden
He only hides,
Because he fears
Everything around he hears.
He knows what he is.
He cannot show himself to the world.
It is too dangerous.
But
He will never be free
Until he just lets go.

This is the end of the beginning,
For it will never be more-
This is the end of the burdens,
You gave me to endure.
This is the end of a friendship-
That I didn't want anyway, before.
This is the end of a nice girl-
Who always opened stressful doors.
This is the end of the lies-
Because of the attention you were looking for.
This is the end of it all-
Because, I just can't do it anymore.