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Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

Bipolar

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

Erenn

Bipolar

The mind has its boundaries
Taking every life to its pasture
You often deny your existence is valid
Drained to flout all the people-
That tried to alleviate your worst outcome
You can’t foresee what’s imminent
Yet your past hinders you to move forward

Motions of the night sky
Appeases you within
The stars glinting like they know you exist
Taking every setback that you had
Full of misery & regret
You fathom what if you didn't live
It doesn't make any difference
To be conceived into eminence or filth

The fear of disappointment escalates
Disappointing your loved ones resents you
You concealed every skin of-
Impetus that espoused
Knowing you could be
Abundantly stronger than this
Yet fluctuation compels you
To cower in distress

'Why can't I be normal?'
You questioned this in your head everyday
Fragments that made you elated dissipates-
Every time you tried to defeat yourself
Falling again & again

You’re afraid of losing your conscience-
Into the abyss that kept drawing you in
You conjure up notions of ingenuity
Just to rupture it repetitively

*Is this who you really are?
Is this what you really wanted?
To infinitely hate yourself?

You are better than this
I know it's not easy.
But, go out! It's not easy overcoming the enemy.
When the enemy is you. I get it. But this life, the life you're breathing has so much more to give. You have so much love to give. Let the hate out.
Be free. Don't let it end you,
knowing you're better than this.
(I repost this cause I think it deserves the recognition to spread the message that i wanna bring out)

#love #suicide #depression #life #hate #pain #past #you #suffering #bipolar

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

Paper Flowers

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

nivek

Paper Flowers

Those paper flowers blowing in the wind
red poppies countless as autumn leaves
pinned to collars and chests like medals
as the children march to school
And blown onto the newly dug resting
lids of coffins snuggled asleep
The paper flowers blowing in the wind
red poppies countless as autumn leaves

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

Empty

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

elouazzani kenza

Empty

My life is empty;
As empty
As a box of old under-wears,
Thrown as a trash on an empty road.

What went away can never be back again,
What disappeared in the void can never be touched again,
What has died can never be alive again.

It slips through our fingers
Turn to dust
And evaporate.

Just like all sensations fly
All passions die
All feelings just melt away.

For my empty self...

#feelings #sad #life #passion #death #lost #empty #emptiness

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

to be a better man

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

betterdays

to be a better man

be still,
           be the small silent
                                        calm

be quiet,
       be the small watching
                                        mouse

be pliant,
               be the seed
                         spinning on
                     the wind

be memory
                  be the glint in
                             the wise old
                elephant's eye

be wisdom,
                 be the paradox of
                             the monkeys
                      three

be kind,
            for kindness needs,
                               to never be
             lost or neglected

be strong,
                 be passionate,
                for the world needs
                                strength
              and compassion
in order to grow.


but above all,
                      be love.....
            and allow love to be...

in all it's ....
        wonderful,
          guises and capacity's

and these my son,
                are just some
    of the steps

       in being a better man.....

written for my son Tod,
and now gifted to my friend
Ernesto, as he starts a new chapter....

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

Stood Up

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

ShamusDeyo

Stood Up

Minutes passing
Continual Eyeing
Pulse pumping
Heart Jumping

Fingers Tapping
Clock Watching
Vision Scanning
Anxiety Climbing

Clock Stopping
Sudden Stabbing
Heart Bleeding
Joy Fleeing

Thoughts Cauterizing
Time Healing
Well they weren't worth it
Anyway..............................JMF 10/11/14

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

Deserted island(10w)

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

elouazzani kenza

Deserted island(10w)

My heart is a deserted island, lost in a big ocean.

#love #heart #lost #10w #ocean #big #island #deserted

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

Post-Apogee.

Oct 2014 MalaiDaisies

Hayley Neininger

Post-Apogee.

I know the good and the bad of it
Where the pendulum has swung
And where it intends to swing next

My body is filled with the knowledge of it

Poisoned marrow mixed in my bones
With a fresh prescription of penicillin
An invoice sitting on the coffee table waiting to be paid

My hand hovering over an overflowing astray
Holding a half smoked and forgotten about cigarette
A dust pan prompted against the stool it’s on

My growling liver eating the contents of my wallet
Leaving a receipt from the ABC store clinging to the condensation
Moistening the bottle of left out ***

This feeling of post apogee
The silent deafening moment
Of situational actualization

The view from the tipping point that lingers just long enough
To still see every vantage point, the good and the bad of it all.