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591 · Nov 2024
one shot
Antonio Nov 2024
i try to sit and find the perfect measures
I see the pressure and feel the weight, I don’t complain
I want everything but my life plain, in the sight it might seem dumb
I seek to perpetuate my poetry but it feels so absurd
When the people you put up with for so long they just stare
Broken promises, little tragedy for the fable it might shy away
I feel like i got only one shot in this prophecy but i feel the pictures grabbing me.
Little something from the everyday life full of trials
387 · Nov 2024
i have to ask
Antonio Nov 2024
why, so many memories had to die
i look at people, i see sin
i look up at the sky, i feel alright
everything felt so unsure
until i felt the warmth of your breath
in that day a star was born
half in your eyes
half in my heart
i have to ask, where our light will shine?
311 · Jan 5
say goodnight
Antonio Jan 5
in this world, my powers might be limited in some areas ,
but in my manuscript from inside i feel like the egyptian kings when i touch your hand,
would sway with me and let the our minds combine and lose time?
cause even in my wicked ways i always succeed to say goodnight.



racing is the hobby in my heart and my insatiable desires for love and hype
will not let me touch the floor, see the plan and speak the goodnight
yea
309 · Nov 2024
sheet
Antonio Nov 2024
The continually growing life cycle is glowing
Enemies glance at me, they think i despise their lives
I just wanna make the line pull the wire
it's all mental when it comes to the life of a young soul
thats the game a little too greasy


my behaviour keeps blazing lets not waste the time
cause thats the only gift we can grasp
i'm not gonna lose this war, can't back down
as i see the empty sheet i jump around with the words
my true calling is having a blast
i love to put out raw material, hope i can share my vision with every one of you
178 · Dec 2024
less time
Antonio Dec 2024
another year has passed, as cliché as it sounds, we look forward to new times
you might feel emptier or happier, even angrier,my advice remains, don't even stress
even if with our differences, one thing's for sure.
we have less time



so cherish the ones you love and give justice to your ideas full of herculean hope.
short few words, will try to post more. probably for me. happy new year and hold tight the light of life!
149 · Jan 31
bipolar?
Antonio Jan 31
one day i am so happy to fulfill my own prophecy while in the next i look for the exit,
everything moves in tandem for my vision to change from green to grey from skit to script,
post portem everything might seem too much out of touch for us to really keep the wit,
the only part thats really alive in your body is your soul the rest is a part of the future casket,
contrasts left and right for my own to design, pushing the buttons of life for the rabbits to see.
"in the depth of winter, i finally learned that within me there lay an invincible summer" -A. Camus
144 · Nov 2024
doesn't seem
Antonio Nov 2024
If instead of a human being,
pain and suffering grinds against your crotch,
will your sickness and desire be healed,
or it will be traumatized for all the unsaid sins,
dig me higher and you might laugh at me,
but maybe, only maybe if you really try,
and take whatever is left of me and keep it tight
you will see the man i try to be, a much needed change, even thought it doesn't seem.
113 · Jan 16
subtle emissions
Antonio Jan 16
subtle emissions as i start the boat never skip praying on my own oath,
i read the texts in life always seemingly encrypted just like a messaging app,
the real show is beginning behind the curtains somehow being trapped,
the actors are going to play a better hand, we only want the real champ,
essence of ones life looking in my eyes surpassed my mind like a dreamland,
believe in the expansion of your quintessence, command the battle like you're protecting the motherland.




dug up my ditches you can feel the innevitable switch of a persian prince watching time,
rotate the key, press on ignition and your library will burn but rebuild unlike the one in Alexandria.
the barrel of life rolled in my mind ready to take up few sentences as hostages,
110 · Feb 21
Absurdity
Antonio Feb 21
darkness in my heart may stack above the sky, but for sure my rebellion will live on ,
nights of desperation and regret just to light up the same ol' cigarette in the saloon,
the past's hunting all day and night for a trophy to hang above the "wall" in his cocoon,
i want to be consumed by the fumes, letting my failures become the autoimmune fuel,
my will to prove myself as a sour soul turning to his hidden jewels so the devil gets a pistol to his skull,
internal battle made the angel brutal towards the sinful who are hitting the single faithful,
the table of the good and bad is surrounded by bombs ready to release in absurdity.
10 min draft. feel as u like, say what u like. don t become enslaved to something U DON T LIKE.
107 · Nov 2024
hope
Antonio Nov 2024
day by day i feel full of mistakes and losses,
inspiration comes and go, as fleeting as an F1 car,
constant reminders of triumphs undone,
some days i turn my back on myself,
then i have to remember to keep the hope,
each time i feel down,
i know theres a rise waiting,
you feel like you gonna pop,
and feel the spark getting ignited.
this just a little something to make feel like i created something i guess, don t take it too serious
92 · Nov 2024
would you stay?
Antonio Nov 2024
i feel the dices rolling
how can i call this absurd style?
as you feel my behaviour would you stay?
or would you leave the second u can,
tell me it's more than just a phenomenon,
i keep my words as a sidearm i urge a marathon ,,
as i wait for your love to explode like a bomb,
i see myself calm in your palm,
as you care for me as a mother,
hold me and kiss me like a lover,
scold me like a master,
and trust me as a leader,
i feel i get in your soul deeper ,
i hope for many chapters,
you touched me like a strange planet,
almost alien banter,
but in the most beautiful way.
so i ask again, would you stay?
special love.
43 · Mar 3
post
Antonio Mar 3
waking up at night, not understanding the pain i've caused nor indured.
that was post battle before i start my own war,politicians playing with life like a show.
im not trying to get political in my thoughts but life is always the right we must post.
post mortem i hope my memory will be more than a failed tree with beautiful fruits.
Antonio 3d
I've been feeling...


like a king or a weak joker
putting my hopes in the sky
hoping the rain will heal my pain
trying like a madman to be normal
all roads lead to the same place
confused,bruised and abandoned by my mind
i cut and fought, thinking if i am right i will be alright!


the fog touching my arm of life
making sense for me it s fantasy
love got me feeling estranged
disarranged by the rays of shame
sensing my name burning in flames
i still hope your eyes might make it all in good name!
divine comedy

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