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Imran Islam Jan 2018
The past is my shadow
the present is my mirror
and the future is my dream
my shadow just follows me
the mirror says to me who I am?
and my dream makes me optimum.

I would walk with new days
I need to have some new dreams
I would never be hopeless
because I am young
I need to be stronger in my next steps
because this new morning gives me freshness.

The new day makes me happy and feels good
I should take proper action
against my lazy mind
nature wants my company every day
because I am still so young
I just need to think of my bright future.
Imran Islam Jul 2017
The birdsong wakes me up
every single morning
my mind goes to the forest
to enjoy the melody of hornets.

Truly, if I get a gentle breeze
happily with happiness
only for the pleasure of heart
then I'd melt at the dawn.

I get and see in the flower garden
the flowers spread on the ground
the girl stood hiding behind
I had to hold my ears with shame
if she looks at me what will happen?
She'd have slapped on my cheek!

All the songs are the opposite of my song
I'm a dusty boy?
Imran Islam Dec 2017
Everybody needs to have a great love
Every day need to
have a good mood
Some people have a special or secret love
But why is someone
in a bad mood?

Everybody needs to have a bright life
Every day need to
have some dreams
Someone has a beautiful and joyful life
Why can't some people
have any dreams?

You are a prince and I am a street child
You sleep with a diamond ring
and I play in the dust
You live in a haven and I'm in the cold
Why do people have inequality
between you and me?

Sigh, you study and go to school
You learn science, technology
and I take a dusty breath
I enjoy you, but I have tears of a fool
Do I have parents like you
in this wonderful earth?
Imran Islam Oct 2020
All my prayers and my life
All my works and my death
I keep everything at your feet,
Oh my Lord, you're the Great!

Oh Lord, I have nothing to pride,
I will be clay and back to You again!
You're the greatest powerful God in the last judgment,
I don't know what will happen to me that day!

Everything is just a game to you about the universe
But why do I have it as a diamond garland?
God, take all my greediness out
Before the end of my little life!
BE
Imran Islam Nov 2020
Have you found the painter
of the morning?
Who makes nature beautiful!
Have you ever thought
about the creator
of the mountains?
Who made them wonderful
with the sweet shower!

Have you seen the oceans?
How the streams
always flow
with salt and fresh water!
Have you looked at the clouds?
There, how the sounds
of rain and thunder
play together!

Did you think about the birds,
How do they sing
the morning song
and fly in the skies?
Do you hear the group of bees,
How do they make honey
from the different flowers?
Only God gave them this power!
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Imran Islam Jul 2020
Look up to the blue sky
with some tears for me,
and find the happiness
O Mom, look up for me!

Mama, if you feel hurt
Forget all the pride
Forgive me as your son
for breaking your heart!

It's the truth of my youth
to stay on the right path
I will overcome the fear
with confidence, O Mom!

May all your prayers
be granted by the Lord
Wipe away all of your tears
Just smile, smile for me, Mom!
BE
Imran Islam Sep 2021
Could you turn my pain
into love again
Could you touch my skin
like a drop of rain

Please, don't treat me
like an unknown person
Please, let me be happy
in your prison

Could you hear me, please?
Would you answer me, please

Do you still enjoy the sunset
as we did before
Do you remember me there yet
or not anymore

No, I can't deal
with my emotion
No, I won't stop my eyes
to be an ocean

Would you relive my memories
Could you fix my broken heart, please

Do you miss me
as I miss you in the moonlight
Do you cry for me
as I do for you every night

I can't live
with this pain of separation
Day after day
I'm falling into the omission

Could you feel me, please?
Will you come back to me, please?
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Imran Islam Feb 2021
I will write for you
one more poem
I will sing for you
another love song.
If you like them
and think of me again,
then forget your pride, darling
Say goodbye to your pride!

I will smile at you
if I am hurt
I will sit next to you
and forget my sore
If you like it
and feel my heart
then forget your pride, darling
Say goodbye to your pride!

I will be the evening star.
I will be in your eyes.
I'll come in your dream
and brighten your face.
Even if you don't love me
then smile a little bit more
and forget your pride, darling
Say goodbye to your pride!
BE
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Imran Islam Apr 2020
Forgive me, forgive me,
Forgive me, my Lord!
I will never get rid-
If you catch my sins!

There is no God but you.
So, I apologize to you!
Wherever I go,
I must come back to you.

On this difficult day in my life
Who can help me, but you?
There is no one but you.
That's why I find you, my Lord!

You've given me unlimited kindness,
Give me more pleases!
O Lord, take away this coronavirus
Save me, save all of us!
BE
You are receiving congratulations
from people for your creations,
Yet you put me down,
and made me feel small to others!

You run in the early morning
and sleep well at night in dreams
I am warned for my supporting
while you leave me with your blames!

Waiting for something or someone
is so painful in silence...
You treat me like I’m stranger,
though we once had some romance!
Imran Islam Apr 2021
Freedom, you are the pride of Bengal
Freedom, you are the right of Bengali
Freedom, you are the light of life path
Freedom, you are built with the blood of Bengali!

Freedom, you are the smile of sad moms
Freedom, you are in the heart of Bengali
Freedom, you are the moon of the night
Freedom, you are the best success to Bengali!

Freedom, you are the reward to the ****** ocean
Freedom, you are the reverence to crores of Bengalis
Freedom, you are the reason for happiness to Bengalis
Freedom, you are the new life of Bengal!

Freedom, you are the dream of millions of martyrs
Freedom, you are the island of the endless ocean
Freedom, you are the long hair of the village girls
Freedom, you are so high like the blue sky!

Freedom, you stay in real action
Freedom, you stay in the spirit of Bengalis
Freedom, you stay with black and white
Freedom, you live in everyone's religion!

Freedom, you are my first priority
Freedom, you are my first torch
Freedom, you are my dignity
Freedom, freedom, I'll never do injustice to you!
BE
Imran Islam Apr 2020
I see you've been hating me,
Then go your own way!
If you don't love me,
Why you've hurt me?
Get away, Get away!

If I'm nothing to you,
Then find a new place.
You'll get more happiness,
Cause the moon loves your face.
Be happy my love, be happy!

I can't take this arrogance,
My heart got burned for you.
Your love and sweet memories
Flow down tears in my eyes!
Get away, baby get away!

You're gonna hurt me so much,
With your smile and lovely eyes.
Today, my heart is bloodless,
But you're still jealous of me.
How much happy you are, how much?
BE
Imran Islam Apr 2020
My life is messed up
I should fix it up
I will, I have
Here, I'm like a teacup
You just take me to sip
but not to love!

It's time to break up
with you. Yup.
There's  nothing to do.
I don't need silly back up
You'd pack up and move
So, get ready to go!

You need to wake up
Come on,  hurry up,
and enjoy your life.
No, I won't pick it up
till I just make up
some other lie.
No, I'd rather die
So, I must be ready to go!
Imran Islam Jan 2018
Your smile makes
the moon smile,
Your beauty makes
the room brighter
I like your nails
I like your eyes
I will be a fighter
to save your smile!

Your voice makes
the birdsong sweet,
Your touch melts
the stone forever
I like your nose
I like your lips
and I will be a lover
to get your smile!

Your hardship touches
my little heart
Your tears make me yell
and I feel unwell.
Stop crying, please!
I love you, sweetie
Could you give me a smile!
Imran Islam Nov 2017
Everything will be alright, my beloved
Just give me some love and trend
You're sweet, lovely, and spellbound
I'm melting at around of you; I'm glad.

I never thought I would love someone
and write love poetry for you this way
Your feelings are helpful to me
to write something about love anyway
I usually just write them for myself
Now I think of you my darling; I'm happy.

I became romantic to write for your love
but though I don't know what else to write
besides life and love or relationship,
beauties and fools or beasts or governments
That's not a headache if you love me: I love you.
Imran Islam Sep 2020
Give me the first horizon of the free morning,
I will give you the smell of flowers at the door
And I promise I will give you the new spring!

Give me the free voice and pure words of truth
I will give you a sweet life song in the dawn.
And give me the free land, give me this forever!

Give me a seat for having the proper education
I will give you happy smile and good behavior,
Give me the true light, I don't wanna be wrong!

Give me freedom and give me the right, please!
I'll make you feel a better smile, I make this promise.
Make me cool, make me perfect and be my rousing!

Give me the free hand like those deep ocean waters
I will give you the courage to make the rolling waves.
I'll climb the highest mountains just keep me shining!
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Imran Islam Apr 2018
Give me your soft mind
Because you are so kind
Let me see your eyes
Because they are so nice.

I need an ocean full of love
Don’t be shy, is that all you have?
I look for a bright morning
Which ray is shining on your face.

Give me your happy smile
Let me follow your style
Give me your young heart
Let me enjoy your voice.

You impress me with your honesty
I want your love, not your beauty
Don’t let me wait, say something
I will be waiting till you say, 'Yes'!
Imran Islam Oct 2017
You were my sweet love
We were so young
We were both brave
We sang together
We were the great lover.
Sad to say that now-
You are the silent killer
You've killed my love
Will you **** me too?

I am so tired today
I cannot think of it-
How you said 'go away'
Why you guessed 'cheeky ***'
Did you call me, 'ignorant'?
You said, 'I don't like you'
Truly, what do you want to?
I still care about you
I believe you love me too.

Please, leave me alone
I don't love you anymore
Now I have someone
So go away forever!
Imran Islam Apr 2020
Oh my God, Oh my Lord
Accept me and my prayer,
Give me all Your blessings
and protect me from the Tempter!

Satan is my real enemy
and You always love me
It's Your kindness, my Lord,
kindness to me forever!

Oh God, save me from the Devil
and don't sear my soul in hell,
I believe in You and always will
Don't sear me, please don't sear!

The prince of darkness
makes me always hopeless
But God never leaves me alone
He is the only one
Who makes me the happy answer.

I'm so sinful, forgive me, please!
You're so kind, Forgive my sins!
God, You are merciful and patient,
Mercy on me in the day of judgment
and help me to make myself more clear!
Imran Islam Jun 2017
I have nothing to say
Nature makes me feel alive
and I'm happy on my way.
I smile all day,
when I woke up with morning ray.

This day will be callow
if I won't open my window.
The sky has no white billow
So, rays can play with green willow.

Stay for some more time,
Don't go away in a hurry!
You make this earth glory.
There is no need to worry,
one day you will be free!
Imran Islam Nov 2017
I’m so tired of my short life!
What do I do for a living?
I have done several things...

I have recently worked
in a food laboratory
before my two surgeries
have left me disabled at the moment
I'm in a tough recovery right now.

I was promoted in my company
for improving a media lab
And the next day my nerve pain put me in the hospital
and discovered I needed cervical disc replacement

Then I had complications with my shoulder
and they had to perform a surgery
and install a ***** that ******* me

I couldn't pay bills in Cali
and lost my entire house with an eviction
Sold what I had and bought a trailer for me
and my family is headed here to Idaho just trying to survive

Gotta love it…
Imran Islam Jul 2020
Granny Granny
I love you
How do you feel now?
How are you?

Granny Granny
I miss you
What do you do now?
Where are you?

Granny Granny
Talk to me
Here I recall you
Can you see?

Granny Granny
You're so kind to me
as the tide in the sea
Oh my Granny I need you.

Granny Granny
Get the cure from the sore
Stay safe and happy life
Oh my Granny God bless you.
Imran Islam May 2020
Why I am here on earth?
What should I do?
What do I want in youth?
I know I am too young
But why do I feel so wrong?
Yeah, I'm being so careless
Guide me, Lord, guide me, please
God forgive me today this month!

O Lord, You know everything
I got misguided with something,
Yes, I'm misguided by darkness
God, let me out of here, please!
I feel now I have no self-worth.

I have sunk in the ocean of sins
where the fire is only weaving,
Yup, I'm young but wrong
Maybe I am wrong always
God, today I'm scared of death!
Imran Islam Jul 2017
Sweetie, happy birthday to you
You're looking for something new
and it's much more; not a few
I wish, everyone loves you

Have a great life again
Remove the darkness and pain
with the morning rain
Happy birthday to you!

I wish for you to always smile
Runaway mile to mile
with honesty and your own style
Happy birthday to you!

Live long with family
Stay close to them surely
Do pass yourself nicely
Happy birthday to you!

Don't think of the slothful
Make your future beautiful
You're not really woeful
Happy birthday to you!

Have a sweet morning
Have a great new day
You can do anything
Sweetie, happy birthday!
Imran Islam May 2021
Happy birthday to you,
Barbara, happy birthday!
Let your pretty face smile
every night and every day!

You're a heavenly restless soul
who lives in everyone's heart!
You are the wings of an angel
who brings peace with voice art!

Who can stop loving you?
Who would leave you alone?
No one can hurt you;
You are a message of heaven!

Stay safe and fight to live long
This community needs you!
God won't call you before long
'Cause every soul loves you!
Happy Birthday to you, my friend Barbara
Imran Islam Oct 2020
Happy birthday, my heart
Happy birthday,
You be safe and enjoy that
Every single day!

Darling, you smile always
Like the morning ray
You have some long days
To fly like a cute fay.

Find yourself out in your talent
Race towards knowledge
Always be bold and confident
Form your young age!

Make some colorful dreams
With the high hopes
Draw some peaceful streams
For your best friends.

You have a bright future
I pray to God for you
You're my gem daughter
All my love to you!
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Imran Islam Oct 2017
I miss you, sweetie
Miss you so much
I miss you, sweetheart
Miss your loving touch.

I miss your smile tonight
I feel you, my dear;
Sigh, I have no right
to love you anymore!

Do you smile
like you did before?
Do you have memories
with me?
I miss you, darling
I miss you much more
I still think of you,
but do you miss me?

How about you tonight?
Can you hear me, sweet?
Where are you now?
I am looking for you!

You're still in my heart
like a queen
Have a great night,
Happy Halloween!
Imran Islam Jun 2017
I like your smile
I like your eyes
I like your looks
I like your books
and like your stories.

You're so sweet
and so kind
You have a big heart
and soft mind
You have a decent mood
with a good look.

I like you;
Not your friends.
Day and night,
I miss you always.
Imran Islam Dec 2017
Happy New Year all my friends
Have a great life
Happy new days
Have some sweet dreams.

My best wishes for a new morning
You'll be happy
and cheering
You'll always be shining.

Friends, dreams are never gone
Smile in the coming days
Smile with your eyes
then you'll be never walking alone.

I wish you a Happy New Year
all my dear ones
Happy New Year
and all the best
Be strong in your next steps
within the next few days
You are tired so take some rest.
2018
Happy New Year and all the best
Imran Islam Jul 2017
Happy New Year
to you, my dear

You can change
self and range
Turn the earth
with the youth
Move your face
to the great trace

All are waiting
to do the blessing...
Imran Islam Nov 2017
I'm glad to see your smiling face
Your smile is your beautiful art
that makes my eyes cool always.
Your smile is melting my heart
in love; your smile is very nice!

Your smile makes the flower smile
and makes the moon smile at night
Your smile makes the morning smile
and it makes everyone happy
Please, don't smile when I'm alone
'Cause I can't control myself.

Your smile brings the moonlights
and changes the ocean's tides,
even it touches the sky full of stars.
Your smile is fresh like nature
and it makes everything gorgeous
Because your smile is contagious.
Imran Islam Jul 2017
I'm saying today really
You're happy, sweet Lily
Your love is Daddy Jonny
He looks handsome, funny.
I'm saying today really
You're happy, sweet Lily.

You are pretty cute shy
Your mind likes blue sky
Your smile makes us all happy
And the face is charming.
I'm saying today really
You're happy, sweet Lily.

You're a beauty queen, Kitty
And so cute, simple chatty
Your looks are lovely
You talk nicely.
I'm saying today really
You're happy, sweet Lily.
Imran Islam Oct 2017
Welcome, my young friend
Wishing you a wonderful day
With respect to my old friend
Wishing loneliness goes away

Hello, my little friend
Have fun at school
or on your Holliday
You are all like a blue bay

That bay is full of dreams
Today is better than others
Have a good time, my friends
I hope, you enjoy it always…
Imran Islam Nov 2017
Look, this world is heartless
No one loves you
If you're not good enough for them
Everybody wants happiness
and everyone likes you
when you are so proud of them.

Probably your mind is pitiless
You do not feel my heart
but I feel what you don't say
People can see your rudeness
and it's not a loving heart
Then we'd go far away I'd say.
Imran Islam Oct 2020
Darling, it's late night
Can you see my heart
screams for your eyes?
It's broken into pieces
in the silent hills fight!

Waiting for love is so painful
like dying in the ocean water,
Love makes our lives beautiful
when we're so happy together!

You've made my heart
with your sweet love,
Why do you break it
in a present moment?
Oh, I'm dying for that!

Come back to me my darling
I will make you happy forever,
The sun is rising in the morning
I'm still waiting for you, my dear!
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Imran Islam Jul 2020
When heart touching smiles
bloom on your face
You look more beautiful
than the moon in the sky,
I love you, oh my dear
I love you forever and ever!

When I see your lovely eyes
I keep beatitude far away
and melt into those eyes
like the snow falls on the river,
I love you, oh my dear
I love you forever and ever!

The feeling of your shyness
makes my heart flutter
and your sweet voice
repeats in my ears,
I love you, oh my dear
I love you forever and ever!

Your beautiful eyes
make me cool always
I found many of my smiles
on your lovely face,
I love you, oh my dear
I love you forever and ever!
BE
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Imran Islam Oct 2017
Hey, cute girl
I would say you
Secrets of my mind
Be here, stay close.

Oh, mania boy
I don't like you
Go away and find-
Someone else.

Hey, sweet babe
I'd walk with you
I believe you're kind
Slow down, please!

Uh, cheeky ***
I won't talk to you
See, am I not in a bind?
When I have a boyfriend.

Sigh, you're just thirteen
  Hey crazy boy, you are too
Eh, I'm sorry, bye then
  It's okay, go, have schooling...
Imran Islam Nov 2017
I have been sitting all alone on this river
I have been waiting just for you, my love
I'd like to see you much more again
Please, take me over to the other shore!

I would like to ask for something
How much is left to get something
I'm still very empty in this world
Though I'm walking free all around.

I have been sitting here since this morning
Please, let me go now, my darling
How do I pass with my broken heart?

Today, I am just like a loser
I have just left your memories
I have run away with my crisis.

Have a look; I have not much time
Could you fill this mind, please!
How do I live without you, sweetie?
BE
Imran Islam May 2020
I see the happiness on your smiley face
and the river flows through my eyes
I'm so helpless and so hopeless!
and this heart weeps for missing my kins.

The world's heartless and I lost my family
Yet I have become stone hearted
How helpless I am, oh indeed!
I'm unhappy, but acting like I'm happy
I'm the darkness and your eyes are full of light!

You have a happy smile but I'm so sad,
Sometimes dream makes me scared,
Yeah, I'm so hopeless in this cruel world
How happy you are but I'm dying inside!

The morning comes to your eyes, but I'm still in shock
Many birds sing in your forest and flowers smell good
But I'm still so helpless and so thirsty for goodness.
Be with you the light of peace forever
and I have devoted my Creator.
BE
Imran Islam Nov 2017
My eyes can be turned back,
but my mind can't get you off!
How can I hide the mirror of my heart
when you're in my mind and it's a rainy day!
You dance with my soul, though we're apart
My wish, if I could reach your hands today!

It's raining, so come to me as a rainy angel
and touch me in your shyness, I'm emotional!
Your rainy look makes me a romantic boy
and I enjoy your barefoot dance with a joy
I dream of your love on this rainy day.

Maybe today, I could love you so much
I could warm you up with my loving touch.
You are so beautiful to me if you are shy,
but why do you hide your lust, why?
Do you feel my love in my way?

When you have touched my dry heart,
then I need your love,
I want you to not fall apart
'cause it's the right time to fall in love.
Trust me, I will make you happy anyway.
Imran Islam Oct 2017
Hurting becomes loving
If you give
Sadness becomes happiness
If you give
The words become a song
If you sing.

My end will be pleased
If you're alive
My dreams will come true
If you keep smiling
Hurting becomes loving
If you give.

The morning takes the darkness away
If there aren't any clouds
Heaven will be seen on your eyes
If you look at me.
Hurting becomes loving
If you give.

I know you will be mine
and I will melt into you
I don't think about myself
when you're brave.
Hurting becomes loving
If you give.

I forget my mistakes
when you look at me
You can tell your secrets
if you have any.
Hurting becomes loving
If you give.
Imran Islam Oct 2020
Darling, you are so shining today
You are bright like morning rays
I feel you more than yesterday
I adore you much in many ways.

Today I've reached your sunbeams
and I got the stars in your eyes!
My heart is run by your steams,
I have your love as my best wishes.

Your hopes are my sweet dreams.
I found you in the full moonlight,
I always flow in your soul streams
You're my whole day and cool night.

I am melting with your ocean of love
and I am swimming deep with you.
I would fly to you like an agile dove.
Dear, I love you and I care about you!
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Imran Islam Nov 2017
You are not ugly
You are not alone
You are so lovely
I am not gone!

I am not sad
You are not bad
Make your mood happy
Then I will be happy.

I am really sorry
Please, do not worry
about it.
Hello, my dear
It's midnight
I am here
and alright.
Imran Islam Nov 2021
I'm broken, darling, I'm broken
I'm frozen, darling, I'm frozen
I would quit my life often
when I think you are taken!

Who wish to help me out
I am going down
in the dark zone of the ocean!
Baby, it's an ocean of separation!

How could you slice my heart
when I trusted you
How did you make my eyes cry
when I loved you!

Who'd have a glance at me
when I've lost my crown
in the deep of impression on you!
Baby, it's a pain of impression!

I won't wait for you
when you're done with me
when you're done!
I wouldn't blame you
though you're gone
Darling, you're gone!

I wish no one would hurt me again
No one will play with my emotions!
You are taken already; you're taken
I am broken, darling, I am broken!
Imran Islam Jan 2018
No one knows you're the moon
in my secret sky
I want to talk to you, sweetie
but I'm so shy!

I want to walk with you,
but I'm nervous
You are so cute and so sweet,
but your mom is dangerous!

Sweetheart, I love you so much,
but I'm worried;
You still act like you're very young
that's why I'm confused!
Imran Islam Aug 2021
Oh, martyrs of my clime, please, forgive me!
I couldn't grab your sacrifice in my chest
I don't know how much you curse me,
I apologize to you, please, take my request!

This heart did not feel the liveliness
even didn't get any respect;
That is my irresponsibility.
This is not my credit but an insult!

I don't draw that dream as you did
I don't know why there's no brotherhood!
My green homeland is in the hands of robbers.
And there're no conflicts with the enemies!

After everything, we hug the killers
Society is depressed about nakedness.
We turn the bullets to our brothers
whereas the leader is selfish and ruthless!

To tell your story isn't just my responsibility;
I will make your dreams come true for sure.
If my restless soul can represent yours
then the blood of Bengali will succeed with this nationality!
BE
Imran Islam Jun 2017
I look at you
and see your beauty
I look at you
and see your honesty
I look at you
and see your smile
I look at you
and see your hairstyle
I look at you
and see your lovely eyes
I look at you
and see your cute nose
I don't think what you have
All I need is your love.

I apologize for my rudeness
I wish you endless happiness.
Imran Islam Nov 2017
I couldn't try to forget you
I wouldn't try to hurt you
because I loved you
but I don't think so
right now like I miss you
I just cannot forget you!

You were my heart
and my soul
You were my feelings
and my dreams
Today, you're just my memories,
a book of memories of love
I just cannot forget you!

Do you remember the first look?
Do you miss my loving touch?
Did you forget last night?
Those are all my tears today
I just cannot forget you!
Imran Islam Sep 2023
I want to know, how are you doing?
Do you know, how I have been?
I haven't heard from you for so long
I can't sing any more love songs!

Without you, baby, I am so alone!
I can't believe you are gone...

Do you smile there in heaven?
I miss you twenty-four seven
Do you fly with the angel wings?
I still cry with your wedding ring!

Baby, I can't cross my lonely door,
Without you, I can't walk anymore!

In my blind eyes, you were light
In my chest, you were the heart.
How can I enjoy the morning ray
With your memories, I die every day!

I can't look at your image on
Without you, baby, I am done!
Imran Islam Sep 2017
I'm fine
I'm not a beauty queen
I'm just a normal woman
I'm a good person
I'm honest.

Yes I've got a boyfriend again
That's why I haven't talked to my friends
I talk to him when I can
I know what type of woman I am
I know what I can do and it's for my boyfriend
I am not with him at this moment
I have not done anything yet; He is overseas.

That's like right now I live with my ex-love
and he doesn't get what he wants.
He also wants to remarry me that ain't going to happen.
I know he loves me again but I just can't!
I don't love him.

We were married before it, ain't like he never seen me before
I don't do that with every guy just him
We started dating when I was 13
I had made love in 15 with my ex-love.

He was my first love first everything
And my first heartbreak and the first person to smash my heart
He smashed my heart that night!
He's broken my heart into pieces
He is the reason why I won't love again

But we share the only bed in the place
That's not a good thing especially when I live with him
There is no couch or another bed in his place
We sleep in the same bed. We don't do anything
Yea I do, that's when I want
If he had it his way he would never go without it
Like I said that's not much, I don't love him.

That's a long story and a very hurtful story
I don't tell people my life stories from him using them against me
I don't trust men as far as I can throw
The only friends I tell are close to me or they are important to me
My boyfriend knows that that's all who needs to know
I don't let people in my world that's how I stay safe from men.

Every guy that I left always wants me back
That's what they want, and what they get is different
That’s my life story.
Just a Life Story
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