the absence of heart is not the absent of mind, dot dot dot read between the lines

You drink down the american dream, then you realize you are drunk and it is a nightmare

Recurring thoughts, dark visions of a reality that can never be. A false time with false hope. Harsh lives, perishing in smoke.

No matter how logical of a man one is, it all goes out the window if he's a romantic, around woman held close to heart

Stained glass shattered shards
raining down in my sight
landing on the copses of lies
watching light with dead eyes
the coldest nights hold my stolen breath
which grows into longest death
thoughts slip by on wings of yesterday
in the silence there is so much to say
hesitant waves flow through the light
resting on the longest night

I am everything you never wanted
yet a love you wished to see
I am your past drowning at sea
the angel whispering in dreams
speaking secrets in the demons ear
conscious flowing downstream
immense emotion, love and fear
now the trash you discarded
I am everything you ever wanted
yet you know it can never be
I'm the child longing for a life
I know I will never see
bombarded by the horrors of my mind
I have nothing to offer
except myself and my truth
this I hold above no other

dark hearts lost down dusty path
her soul within inches of my grasp
why must our time be numbered
when we see the angels weep
ill show you solitude
my finger prints were missing
when I washed away the sin
do you fear the things that may be
I turned my back on the crowd
dont turn your back on me now
I ask you your ***** ways
and you felt strange
I gave you everything you want
and then you run away
you always run back my friend
and let me feel your soft hand
the sound of buckels and metal ring
from this chilly automobile
take in the passion of the night
and bask in the warmth you fe