Alone sometimes much,it’s true
Then words return and thoughts of you
could not,should not be for keep
More my suffer,reserve for weep
Around the way,reveal is known
Eternity lived and I have grown
Heart repairs for heart can’t lose
A victory won,cause this I choose.

Bullets with my coffee/Aks on the table/I don’t see a problem with me being cable/spray your house to get the smell out/cause human life I don’t care about/AR-15 with a scope/I use it even its joke/entry wounds for those who assume/that my methods are extreme/when guns are as American as the dream/from early days/guns were used to get land, milk and honey/so why y’all look funny/when I shoot a bunny/cause at the end it all equals money

Strict gun laws?/naw we need to bare arms/before the only thing left is bear arms/NRA said it best/guns don’t **** people **** people **** people/I take one step forward/guns don’t **** people it relaxes all evil/cause mental health isn’t pulling the trigger/it just says go bigger/ so I need my assault riffles and extended mags/why not/it’s not like I put it in a bag/then carry out plan all because people don’t understand/then get on a stand/just to say I’m not your man/while y’all make a movement and shout/no body cares/because lobbyists have the most clout

All my life I have been searching for peace,
Never knew where to begin
Looking at this chaotic world
Those inner demons wont let me be.

They make me ****. **** myself.
They make me blunt to the world I live in.
They make me lose. And I lost my sleep.
Got used to it. Now I've dived in deep.

All the regrets I've had in me,
Demons enjoyed the withered me,
Day is my foe oh I hate the light,
Embrace the darkness.I couldn't fight.

People around me, make me feel
No more love for the world to heal
Now I have a friend. My best friend
It Took me there where I begin.

I ve been looking for you all around,
Oh Solitude! You keep me on ground.
You are a friend. My best friend
Please carry me till the end.

Solitude is an emotion...
Something that they won't understand.
Demons in me come crashing in.
Oh Human! You are a sin.

Diving in this huge ocean of regret,
Setting sail to find a land.
Faraway there is a sight,
Oh! But I hate the light.

You asked me why I like you
But I didn’t want to tell
Some of my reasons are cheesy...
But here is why I fell

I love the way your lips curve
When I make you smile
It makes me want to pull you close
And kiss you for awhile

I love the way your eyes twinkle
When you talk about things you love
I truely believe
You are a gift from above

I love that you are compassionate
You have such a big heart
That was the first thing I noticed
Right from the start

I love the way it feels
When you hold me tight
I finally feel safe
Like I could sleep through the night

I love that you don’t judge me
For my less than perfect self
That is more attractive
Than any amount of wealth

There are so many more reasons
But I’ll start with just this few
Maybe someday
I’ll give this poem to you

:)