julianna

julianna Apr 2019

There are things inside my head that overwhelm me
I’m not sure if I’m overreacting
I don’t know if it’s just me who feels this way,
But I am too overwhelmed to get it out of my head
But I’m screaming internally because it’s all too much
I know I need to do something but I’m too paralyzed to do anything.

julianna Apr 2019

/Lyra/

Spinning metal hoop
The beauty starts with pain
Learn man in the moon,
Advance to double elbow hang.

It hurts behind the knees,
The first time is the hardest
Your hands get callus-y
But you’ll feel like such an artist.

White chalk will dust your hair
And after class you’re stiff,
But first time in the air,
And you’ll always have that aerial itch.

Draft... I might add more later

#aerial #artists #hoop #lyra #art #circus

julianna Apr 2019

Good Mistakes

Sometimes I make mistakes,
In reality I make a lot of them,
But sometimes I look back
And I realize that maybe, that’s what I needed.

#mistakes #life #good #hindsight #growth #change

julianna Apr 2019

Mental Space

I don’t have the mental space nor clarity to deal with you, for I am mostly just like you
You make mists into fog and steps into mountains
I would apologize if the words didn’t make me feel so sick, and I’m afraid of falling, too
So goodbye or goodnight, whichever comes next
~

#tired #anxiety

julianna Apr 2019

Red

Red, I feel red.
I feel like
Comptine d'un Autre été: L'Après-Midi
Blue, I feel blue.
I feel like
Victor’s Piano Solo
Green, I feel green.
I feel like
To Build A Home
Orange, I feel like orange.
I feel like
Wicked Game
Yellow, I feel like yellow.
I feel like
idon’twannabeyouanymore
Black, I feel like black.
I feel like
Free The Animal
Purple, I feel like purple.
I feel like
Leave Me Alone (feat. Caitlin Henry)
~

Colors playlist. What song I associate with each song.

#music #colors #feelings #emotions #sad #happy #playlist #art

julianna Mar 2019

You are not a burden

Not a burden
Not a bother
If you’re broken,
Pick each other up
It doesn’t have to be literal
You can have a wounded mind
And still be worth their time

#burden #bother #friends #mental #health

julianna Mar 2019

questionnaire

I can’t stop asking.
How could I not ask questions?
I don’t have answers.

#senryu #questions #life #answers