I sit thinking to myself
All of my words are wasted,
gone up to the air
But that's polluted already
So I guess I should keep being
Down

The first day is harsh
I have found my way out of the marsh
to the ocean
The sand covers my feet now
I'm alone
All..alone..
Anger bursts through my veins
I remember all that has happened to me
I sleep painfully, All these emotions I believed to be true
Now where am I?
I'm stranded, I'm alone
Days turn to weeks, months to years
How long have I been alone?
Am I even alive?
Is this my hell? My punishment? My fate?
My blood was red, but it turns blue
I was happy, I thought of you
I barely remember her face, her smell, her touch
I miss my family, I miss my face
I can't see them, They think I've vanished without a trace

People don't understand
Blood must flow for blood
Before it can allow water
But in the end
It will all turn to ice

Chains rattle, fear barks
The voyage stops, the ship reaches it's port
Brother gone, father sick
We are walked off and lined up
Hip to hip
The chains rattle, My terror ensues
Some of us pray, some of us spew
Some will die, some are used
I'm seperated from father
Placed in a field, my mind is ravaged
Months have gone by, A heart gone savage
My body is weak, and my soul will make the final passage
I'm ready

I visit every year
Lay flowers ever year
Cry every year
Die a little
every year
I remember every year
We grow apart every year
But you are gone now, I'll keep shedding tears
You've been gone for awhile, all these years
I remember you
Thank you for making me see
If only you could have seen
How much you meant to me
I love you, Goodnight, my darling

Leave me alone, the oath and bonds are acting funny
The sky isn't even sunny
These clowns aren't even funny
Leave me alone, You have no Idea what you've done to me
Hell, even my mom's going to shun me
These respecting nuns don't even want me
Leave me alone, I can't trust anyone of you
Just leave me alone, you all have hurt me so much
Then I wake up again

The happy man creates sadness
The sad man creates happiness
The angered creates hate
The hated creates anger
Lovers are broken
The broken will love
Doves turn to crows
Crows turn to doves
But in the end
we all turn to dust

It's that word that forces fear into my mind.

I'm not trying to be so ******* myself
But the sky isn't real and the breeze doesn't need me and
I'm done with the birds always running their mouths

The mirror stares back at me
It stares, it sees
It wants a hug, to speak with me
But not even it worries
I gave my final smile to my reflection
It didn't smile back
I said goodbye to my reflection
It didn't say goodbye back
I raised the gun to my head
The reflection didn't tell me to put it back
I saw my love with my reflection
No, no
At this point, there is no going back
*And for thee, I will kiss the sky

You peer into the ocean
Faces show and open
You see freedom, you rejoice
The ocean
It whispers to you
"Come to me darling, you've only known few"
A temptation, you feel no choice

Hey, It's been a long time
I still think about you a lot
A lot
I'm not suicidal anymore
I'm happy, but without you I'm sad
I miss you
I could have been your love
I could have been your heart
Yet I'm casted away
I miss you
I'm still crazy
But aren't we all?
I know you're still angry
I would be too
I just pray you don't hate me
I'd like to see you again, before June

People wonder around me
These faces show, they're have fun
Love brews, twists, tightens, and ensues
And yet, I feel like the only one
The eyes open, my choices are slim to none
I get lost in the darkness, I feel like a con
The only suicidal man
With a smile on

The blood pools over here, I'm surrounded by family
The water falls over there, My friends are around me
The sand tickles my toes, It constantly tries to drown me
The ice forms around my neck, I feel like a hound
I'll do anything and everything
To get rid of the sound.

The happiest thing
In which I long to witness
Is the summer breeze

The birds sing to me
Bombs explode in the distance
Just another day.

I love you, I want to protect you
I know you see my face when the sky's blue
The people try to force me to be without you
I can see through the sand, my mental state is a glass house,
I'm throwing rocks
I tried to forget you
But my heart is tied with yours
In chains of titanium