highly he sits on his pure white stallion, blameless and truthful, or so he portrays himself to be.
he thinks himself to be the one the words are directed at, but he dare point the finger at himself, he thinks himself to be to perfectly unperfect that he could ever do such a thing
he asks of me such little things not knowing they stand on mountains
I dare not speak of her to him, he jumps quickly from his royal perch and rains his thunder down on my back
oh how you think you own the world dearly beloved, so gallop away on your mule and grab your sensitive precious princess and run away to your little Kingdom where you have no rule apon me!
-m

I am lying to me
and it's easy to believe on.
Help me
From my self doubts.

Nothing is more beautiful then a real smile
That has struggled through tears.
it is an ideal reward for Victory
And classic way of hiding scars.
May be that's why they believe I have always braved a war.

You are my only option,
I will choose you,
Even if I loose me.
This love is blind with depth of seas.
So m down on my knees,
Bribing heaven and fasting for your love.

Today m in gratitude,
Thanking for the times I survived.
When
solution seem to be problems,
& Problems were constant.
When I was afraid of mornings,
& filled with dark inside.
When I was 1 part love,
& 3 part fear.
Oh ! My poor vision.

But today my past is beyond me
& I am new me.
Today I sees deep skies with hopeful eyes.

Past is still in me
& future is blurred.
Sometimes I cried for both.
But moving on is all I could do,
For
The road ahead is longer ,
than the one I left behind.

You could be someone's other
But you were mine's only.
You know one day we will end,
But it is more scary
for me to realize "it's ended".

So now it's time to start
Something new
& Trust the magic of new beginnings.
This time I won't wait
for Storm to pass,
As m learning ,
To dance in rain
& Smiling when it hurts most.

I know me and what I want,
Prays for faith larger then fears
& Dreams bigger then self doubt.
Not scared to like alone walks.
Tied to goals not people or things.
Aware of heartbreaks and love don't blind me.
M idealistic and prepared to be misunderstood.
Stay real, stay loyal
Or stay away from me.
M too deep to be true & too romantic to be real.
I enjoys the moment and plans for future.