I'm tired of being tired.
For being pathetic.
For being jealous.
For being weak.

Yet I can't stand,
Nor reach the land,
With me in strand,
Why can't I withstand.

I know I'm not alone,
But you guys are still blown,
Leaving me by my own,
I'd rather be in my zone.

Therefore I won't chase,
I'll be in my pace,
Just give me my space,
And there would be no trace.

Don't say I never tried,
I had already cried,
And so have I died,
Hence I'll never bide.

and I am prepared to walk
through the fire alone;

but I would find comfort
if you walked by my side.

Stop putting words into my mouth,
Stop making me doubt my choices.
Stop changing my mind for me.
Stop manipulating.

I had enough.
Of your words and actions.
Enough of you.

Don't you see?
It's not bringing me down,
But teaching me the silence I seek.
You can't get to me,
I'd never allow it.

Thank you though,
For everything you did.
As now I can see,
What your ugliness did to me.