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Jamie Lee Jul 2015
I was going to be, so much more...
A little miss goody two shoes.
Someone called wholesome.
I would be the one to make them proud.
I was going to be, the light.


Instead, through life I became...
Jaded and so very bitter.
Tainted and well experienced.
I only ever made them disappointed.
It seems, I am the dark.


Once upon a time, so long ago...
I was a happy little girl.
That little girl did not survive childhood.
She was buried, deep inside.
She became lost and forgotten.


Replaced with ugliness, so long ago...*
I have ached for years.
Barriers crumble beneath the force.
My created strength, fails me.
I don't know who I am.
Copyright © 2015 Jamie Johnson
Jamie Lee Jul 2015
Into the shades of black,
she walked alone.
Down the narrow path,
covered with stone.

Creeping in the shadows,
the unknown lurked.
The darkness lay low,
displaying a smirk.

The moment of silence,
a rise to the peak.
Controlled patience;
not for the weak.

Suddenly, she turns,
to face her attack.
The feeling, it burns,
everything is black.

Not a sound heard,
or a glimpse to see.
No spoken words,
during our flee.

Executed perfectly,
she lay as we wait.
Surely she will plea,
in the dawn of her fate.

Anticipation rises,
as her eyes open.
Wearing disguises,
we begin the fun.

Fear covers her face,
as the tears stream.
Dressed in all lace,
just like my dream.

"It's time to play,
don't be afraid."
Behave and obey,
you will be laid."


Sweet pleasures,
delivered to you.
Soft like feathers,
a fantasy come true.

Feeling your touch,
she is lost in delight.
Liking it rough;
no longer a fight.

She has succumbed;
gaining her appetite.
Moaned and hummed,
knowing it's right.

Once unwelcome,
yet now begged for.
Each time she comes,
she still wants more.

Taken to a new high,
she is now an addict.
Spreading her thighs,
she asks to be licked.
Copyright © 2015 Jamie Johnson
Jamie Lee Jul 2015
Left with silence,
in the absence,
of your presence,
I simply remain.

Drifting through,
without a clue,
of what I should do,
I suffer this pain.

Wishing on stars,
to heal my scars;
the distance, so far-
I'm tearing apart.

I am not whole,
only half a soul,
my love, you stole-
my beating heart.
Copyright © 2015 Jamie Johnson
Jamie Lee Jun 2015
I can smell your sweet cologne,
and my heart aches...

A warm flood of tears rush,
knowing that I cannot hold you,
or feel the warmth of your comfort,
for you are not next to me...

The place of beauty is your home,
surrounded by loving family.

The place of greed has become mine,
adapting so effortlessly...wanting,
all of you.

Another whiff of your cologne,
keeps the flood flowing...

As I face your side of the bed,
staring at the void that is left,
I sink deeper into despair...
with my need growing stronger.

Feeling as if I will not survive,
this uncontrollable flood,
quickly becomes heavier...
weeping for your presence.

I need to look into your eyes...
those gorgeous windows of yours,
to see that beautiful soul beneath;
to have my tranquility.

I need to be held in your arms...
listening to soft whispers of love,
experiencing that new feeling,
of being completely whole.

Only to my torture do I dare,
to brave another whiff...

I am reminded with wet warmth,
of how much I need you by my side.

I miss you like crazy...
as my broken flood gates,
have revealed.

Copyright ©2015 Jamie Johnson
I love you Jessica. Always and Forever!


Copyright © 2015 Jamie Johnson
  Jun 2015 Jamie Lee
Josh Oo-Wah Coyle
In the end,
you've only managed to pull the trigger first.
And yet,
knowing full well the consequences,
I struck on,
hoping that someday my love would fall true.

It was my mistake.

How was I to know
— a man bereft of possessions and purpose —
that you
— glorious, important, so very very tired —
required more than:
                    a single glance,
                              a sidelong smile,
                                        a tender touch,
                                                  a silent moment...

These things no longer exist,
or, at least,
if they do,
I have no idea how to find them with you.
  Jun 2015 Jamie Lee
Josh Oo-Wah Coyle
She's looked, you speak, finally, yes;
Dancing the talk of a child...
Hearts strong shall fight soft,
Falling, young, set, and sorry...
Held, they gave peace.

Soft music and falling leaves.

She's spoke, you look, finally, yes;
Knowing she heard sad in a bright laugh...
No reason, her mouth at peace,
Her eyes bring dear hell;
Lost, there is no longer a longer.

Snow brings the cold.
  Jun 2015 Jamie Lee
Josh Oo-Wah Coyle
Oh, to die a death less valued
     Much that was once lost now lives
And yet, and yet...
     Here I find myself undone
By powers beyond my scope
     Such is my end.

Oh, such wonders wondered
     Living a life unloved
Waiting, waiting...
     A threat not voiced
Only spoken through silence
     A morning without sun.

Oh, what wroth hath writ
     Hope sharp as wit
Love a soft-spoke casualty
     Of a crushed and listing ship
Foundering on a shore
      This wielded weapon.
© 2015  J.J.W. Coyle
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