I don't want this silence
Is the silence worse
Or would you like to know?

I don't want to fight
Make you uncomfortable
Or force you to defend

I don't want to fix this
Or do I?
Seems like I don't know

Everything and nothing
Always seems to haunts me
You know am trying
Hanging on by a heartbeat

Trying to do what you want
Imagining what's in store
Everything that could of been
I am trying but why bother

There is something I'm missing
Not yet to understand
What am I thinking
Doing these things

I am loose at the seems
Pretending I am fine
Maybe it will help if I can
Cover up these blues

The reason why I waited
My excuse to be awake
When life was so wrong
You brought me back up
To where I belong

I didn't fall for you
Like I thought I would
If I waited we .. could .. of been
But I mistimed the shot
So we are, where we are

I don't regret an action
Especially not the last
I would do it all again in a shot
I am not as strong as you
So let me fall apart

One more I wanted
It is what I have

'All or Nothing'

Everything is on
This final time

It's we want
I don't wish to win
I don't wish to lose
No matter .. it will hurt

My heart was winter
Chilling blizzards
With no light

An unexpected sun
Scorched my soul
Brief is what it was

Winter has now returned
The memory of light unforgetable
Summer is only a thought away