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Jul 2013 · 594
Fall Out
Jamie Jul 2013
Now you're gone
But I'll be OK
I know I will
Miss missing you
One day

But for now
I am upset
No words come to mind
I don't want you
To see me this way
Jul 2013 · 35.9k
Wonder
Jamie Jul 2013
I wonder if you think of me
As I do of you,
I wonder if you miss me
I'm such a fool,
I wonder if you'd ever tell me
What I've put you through,

Soon I will be just a memory
Of someone you once knew,
As I fade away know that,
Once upon a time
I loved you ...
Did you ever love me too?
Jul 2013 · 354
Hours
Jamie Jul 2013
Tell me it gets easier
If not I've got no hope
Its been 2 days
More like a million minutes

Time's just stopped
I just don't know what to do
I just want to say
'How are you?'
Jul 2013 · 5.2k
Embarrassing
Jamie Jul 2013
Everything and nothing
Always seems to haunts me
You know am trying
Hanging on by a heartbeat

Trying to do what you want
Imagining what's in store
Everything that could of been
I am trying but why bother
Jul 2013 · 199
Lost My Mind
Jamie Jul 2013
I know when I did
When I knew I could
Only question
Would?
'Leap Of Faith'
Jul 2013 · 461
On My Shoulders
Jamie Jul 2013
It was never you
I never meant to annoy
I will take the hate
I will be the levy
I will take it all

I am numb
Not hurt
Not sure what to do
Off to the gym I go
As its the only place I know
Always - Panic! At the Disco
Jul 2013 · 339
All I Had To Do
Jamie Jul 2013
I can't change
Even if I wanted to
I looked at you
Kissing you is all I wanted to do

In the end I was brave
But I took to long
I took a few shots
And ended up a fool
"My idea of flirting is looking at someone and hoping they are braver than me"
Jul 2013 · 10.9k
Understand?
Jamie Jul 2013
There is something I'm missing
Not yet to understand
What am I thinking
Doing these things

I am loose at the seems
Pretending I am fine
Maybe it will help if I can
Cover up these blues
Sam Smith - Lonely Hour
Jul 2013 · 2.8k
Distraction
Jamie Jul 2013
For a while today
I met someone new
She was lovely
Best of all I didn't think of you
Jul 2013 · 207
Skies of Rain
Jamie Jul 2013
As I look above
The drops hit my eyes
It could of been a second
It could of been a day
Motionless I stood

Time stopped in that moment
My problems didn't go
I saw it all
It had a face
I saw it from a different view
Jul 2013 · 717
Lie
Jamie Jul 2013
Lie
Sometimes it feels
Like one after another
I have no proof
Just what's going through my head

Logic is my strength
Give me the details and I will resolve
Being mislead is what am used to
With each lie I seem to restart
Jul 2013 · 371
You
Jamie Jul 2013
You
The reason why I waited
My excuse to be awake
When life was so wrong
You brought me back up
To where I belong

I didn't fall for you
Like I thought I would
If I waited we .. could .. of been
But I mistimed the shot
So we are, where we are

I don't regret an action
Especially not the last
I would do it all again in a shot
I am not as strong as you
So let me fall apart
Jun 2013 · 316
Battle Through
Jamie Jun 2013
I am not that interesting
I am not that smart
I am not a lot a things
Nothing but all heart

I have my moments that make what I am
They don't happen often
They don't happen a lot
Stick with me and I will show you what I've got
Jun 2013 · 434
Confound
Jamie Jun 2013
Plan for the worst
Never the best
Because when it occurs
You know the rest

Dreaming of a day
When I won't think of you
My head is a mess
But I will pass this test
Jun 2013 · 381
Recall
Jamie Jun 2013
My memory is selective
I only remember the things I will use
All I need is reminder sometimes
But not when it comes to you
Jun 2013 · 12.3k
Chance
Jamie Jun 2013
One more I wanted
It is what I have

'All or Nothing'

Everything is on
This final time
Jun 2013 · 288
Inflict
Jamie Jun 2013
It was me
Nothing you could do
I wish I wasn't like this
Something you'll never know
Jun 2013 · 13.7k
Adore
Jamie Jun 2013
Am I the only one
I adore

Say it to me
Say I never mattered
Jun 2013 · 1.8k
Empty
Jamie Jun 2013
As we left
Its how I felt
No expectations
No disappointment

154 days
We waited
No expectations
Wasn't an option
Jun 2013 · 431
Draw (16w)
Jamie Jun 2013
It's we want
I don't wish to win
I don't wish to lose
No matter .. it will hurt
Jun 2013 · 315
Grasp
Jamie Jun 2013
Happiness is what drives you
Everyone has their move
Some in which I disagree
Some of which I do

I always knew what I wanted
It was never due
All I have are my dreams to hold
Day by day fainter they grow
May 2013 · 257
Retired
Jamie May 2013
I am
I have
I'm done

But I know I'm not
May 2013 · 409
Like a book
Jamie May 2013
The ending pre-written
hints were subtle throughout
ignored and carried on
like I was as a reader
Apr 2013 · 571
Seasoned Thought
Jamie Apr 2013
My heart was winter
Chilling blizzards
With no light

An unexpected sun
Scorched my soul
Brief is what it was

Winter has now returned
The memory of light unforgetable
Summer is only a thought away
Mar 2013 · 368
Light
Jamie Mar 2013
Lost is where I am
.. again ..
thoughts a thousand
all ending the same
when am I going to move on
to a
different
guiding light

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