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36.8k · May 2018
Maybe
Jamie May 2018
Maybe 10 years from today,
Maybe only 1 year away,
Or even just 1 day,
I will be able to say...
Words that should be said
36.4k · Jul 2013
Wonder
Jamie Jul 2013
I wonder if you think of me
As I do of you,
I wonder if you miss me
I'm such a fool,
I wonder if you'd ever tell me
What I've put you through,

Soon I will be just a memory
Of someone you once knew,
As I fade away know that,
Once upon a time
I loved you ...
Did you ever love me too?
14.4k · Aug 2014
Love Sick Puppy
Jamie Aug 2014
At times you seem perfect
But when you don't reply
I die inside

All I think when I see you
Is how you looked
The day I woke you up

The look of..
Let me sleep..
But its nice being with you

Where, for a second
I felt you wanted me.
Why can't that be everytime?
Think it's finally time to give up
13.8k · Jun 2013
Adore
Jamie Jun 2013
Am I the only one
I adore

Say it to me
Say I never mattered
13.4k · Mar 2016
Love vs. Loyalty
Jamie Mar 2016
I believe there is someone for everyone
The perfect person, that fits like a glove
Everyday a surprise, making the boring, fun
But how do you know?

If I married you tomorrow,
How do I know I can't do better?
Love is strange.....
How do you know?

After years together, through thick and thin
Would it just be loyalty? To stop me moving on
Fear of the world without you? Being my blanket
Or are you someone I can tolerate life with, until the 'one'?
I still don't understand love... Maybe I never will. Do I like passing time with you? Or are you truly my 'one'
12.3k · Jun 2013
Chance
Jamie Jun 2013
One more I wanted
It is what I have

'All or Nothing'

Everything is on
This final time
12.2k · Sep 2014
Soon
Jamie Sep 2014
Sick of this feeling
Caring of what you think
I should be like you
Never once giving a ****
I wish could be as just as
Cold hearted as you
12.1k · Oct 2014
Happiness
Jamie Oct 2014
I saw it tonight
In all its glory
The way she looked at him
The way he looked at her
The way you never looked at me
10.9k · Jul 2013
Understand?
Jamie Jul 2013
There is something I'm missing
Not yet to understand
What am I thinking
Doing these things

I am loose at the seems
Pretending I am fine
Maybe it will help if I can
Cover up these blues
Sam Smith - Lonely Hour
9.4k · May 2016
Cancelled
Jamie May 2016
I have no right to feel like this,
But how dare you cancel on me again,
I know we aren't together,
But it hurts when you do.
7.6k · Aug 2014
Countdown
Jamie Aug 2014
Yesterday it took me 3 hours to calm down
It was one of our best dates
As I went to sleep and I clutched my pillow
I still felt your hand in mine

This is why I never got over you...
Yet I know I shouldn't get attached
But deep down I know I love you
And we don't have long till you go

This is why, I need to leave after you do
I can't stand living in this city
When I know I will never be happy here
Not without you by my side

Problem is we can't be right now
...
Because we would hold each other back
All your dreams and mine will have to do

I would never want to hold anyone back
From achieving their true potential
Being together would do that to you
If I love you I will let you go and not fight

Although it will **** me when we are apart
I will settle for the happiest I will ever be
For the time we have left
Yet I know it will be a beautiful goodbye

The firery walls are slowly caving in
Yet I am clinging on to every last second
In my head I am holding you and just
Slow dancing in this burning room
Settling for pure joy right now, knowing I will be beaten and very down in a few weeks time. Every second is worth it
7.3k · Jan 2014
Drunk
Jamie Jan 2014
I give up
On us
On you
5.4k · Sep 2014
Expected
Jamie Sep 2014
Daily the sun goes down,
As we know it always does

When something else takes
A turn for the worst.

Although expected,
Why does it seem sometimes hurt?
5.4k · Aug 2014
Self Esteem
Jamie Aug 2014
I have troubled thoughts
Something and somewhere
I thought I would never be
Nor consider, from what I used to be

Somewhere along the road
I got lost I have faith but I will find my way
With enough honey JD
I will be patient and wait

I will be so insanely pleased
After all this pain and loss,
My head will once again
Be held very high
Keep the faith
5.2k · Jul 2013
Embarrassing
Jamie Jul 2013
Everything and nothing
Always seems to haunts me
You know am trying
Hanging on by a heartbeat

Trying to do what you want
Imagining what's in store
Everything that could of been
I am trying but why bother
5.2k · Jul 2014
Focus
Jamie Jul 2014
I know I push myself too much on you
Secretly I think you will help fix me
But it seems all my dreams
Are just an escape from this place

My focus and drive are now
On something new
One day I will look back
And forget about all this blue
5.1k · Aug 2013
Aim
Jamie Aug 2013
Aim
I will be happy
I must be happy
I will be where I deserve
I will meet the one I love

But for now I will be true
Stay with the path
And I will receive what is due

My pay check
My rent
And one day you
5.0k · Jan 2015
Alone Together
Jamie Jan 2015
If it became true
I would be in bliss
Because I would then
Be with you
5.0k · Dec 2014
Circling Back
Jamie Dec 2014
It's been a while,
A good while,
But it's back.
There's nothing I can do
I'm helpless in thinking about you
4.8k · Mar 2014
Honeymoon
Jamie Mar 2014
The start of something new
So much promise in sight
What the hell happens
When it is no longer right

Your querks and habbits
Just annoy me now
Was the honeymoon period
Just us being nice?!
4.2k · Sep 2014
Speechless
Jamie Sep 2014
Nothing new has happened
I am just coming to terms...
Currently empty and tired,
No words are forming
Or coming out of my head.

This just confirms
That once again you've
Made me speechless.
10,000 miles away
But I still feel this way
3.5k · Apr 2014
Useless
Jamie Apr 2014
Why
Wasn't
I there
For you
3.5k · Jul 2013
Goodbye
Jamie Jul 2013
Clever words can't help me now
When did the rain become a storm

I remember the first time we spoke
Your eyes were so bright

But we got knocked of course
By a natural force

So this is it
Its time ...
The final goodnight

Bye bye
3.3k · Feb 2015
Finally Ready
Jamie Feb 2015
It's taken a long time
But I'm finally there.
I wanted to find another you,
But I know it's better that I don't

I know that we might happen one day,
But I am not going to wait anymore.
I can't be patient for any longer,
However I will forever adore you.
3.1k · Jan 2015
Drugs
Jamie Jan 2015
Looks like it wasn't you,
That wanted to talk to me,
It was the stuff through your nose
3.1k · Sep 2014
Pinky Promise
Jamie Sep 2014
The daftest and strongest of all,
I wonder when you get there
...
Will you think of me?
We pinky promised to see each other in NYC
2.8k · Mar 2015
Stress
Jamie Mar 2015
3 of my friends said this month,
That they can't take anymore of life,
And they are considering having no more.
Just an end to everything,
To stop thinking as they are.

I haven't slept properly in 3 weeks,
Only an hour here and there,
And as usual,
My long lasting battle of impending heartbreak,
Always at the back of my head,
Which never seems to ease.

It has taken it's toll,
I am hurting but my friends can never know,
5 times today I stopped for a second,
My eyes were close to giving in,
But I know the moment I do,
I know I won't stop.
So I am trying to hold it in.

But I realise for my 3 friends,
I am the person that is always around,
I need to be...
I will always take the burden for them,
Any day and any time,
But today was tough.
2.8k · Jul 2013
Distraction
Jamie Jul 2013
For a while today
I met someone new
She was lovely
Best of all I didn't think of you
2.7k · Aug 2014
Alone
Jamie Aug 2014
Today I feel alone
But I know that

I am alone everyday

But on good days
I seem to forget
Not a great day
2.4k · Aug 2014
Worth While
Jamie Aug 2014
Everytime I do something for you
Your smile makes it all worth while
1.9k · Sep 2014
Stabbed
Jamie Sep 2014
Well its taken me all day
But I have clued it all up
You lied to me
I was never the only one

Here I am with a hole
In my heart,
But it's not empty as
Tears fill what I hide inside
It physically hurts
1.9k · Mar 2015
Desire
Jamie Mar 2015
In this moment,
I want 3 things
And here is why

A new job,
One, I love again
Like my last but in London.

More money,
So I can see my parents on day,
With a cheque for their montage.

A relationship,
To fall in love
And not be alone anymore.

I currently stand
In a decent place and position
But being human, I always want more.
1.7k · Jun 2013
Empty
Jamie Jun 2013
As we left
Its how I felt
No expectations
No disappointment

154 days
We waited
No expectations
Wasn't an option
1.7k · Apr 2014
Run Away
Jamie Apr 2014
All I want to do
If I can't have you,
Is run as far away
As I can,
Across the sea

I can't cope
When my heart stops
At the thought of you,
Even worse when someone
Who looks like you
1.7k · Apr 2015
Hole
Jamie Apr 2015
Yet again I want a hole to swallow me up,
As I am walking for the ground to disappear,
Your meant see your life or someone clearly,
Just as your about to go,
My current mood would simply be,
Thank **** it's my time to go.
1.6k · Nov 2014
I Miss You
Jamie Nov 2014
It hurts that I do
When I wake up
When I'm drunk
Knowing you don't miss me too
1.4k · Oct 2016
Mentioned
Jamie Oct 2016
I let it slip
The thing that hurt me most,
And that is you.
Drunk and unashamed
I see to let it out.

I don't think about you most days
But minor days I do
Then for a while,
When I'm in this mood
All I think about is you
1.4k · Jan 2015
Time
Jamie Jan 2015
Sometimes when I look at you,
And wish that time would stop,
Especially when I'm about to kiss you
The problem is, that's quite a lot
1.4k · Feb 2015
Happy Birthday
Jamie Feb 2015
Today is the only reason you have a Facebook,
So people you once knew, say hello on this day,
Just a reminder that you exist, as sad as it is.

But you want one message more than others,
I left the silence because maybe just maybe,
Today is the day ... we might talk again.

Effort was attempted, but mistiming by both
But I'm left with where was my message?
I didn't want silence today, Is this a sign?

I say I'm ready to give it a rest, but we all know,
Within a heart beat I would want us together,
Maybe you genuinely don't care.

Happy ******* birthday
its stupid I know but it still hurts
1.3k · Jun 2016
Played
Jamie Jun 2016
That's exactly how I feel,
I didn't try enough the relationship before,
Maybe I tried too hard this time.

Perhaps I couldn't help myself,
When I looked into those eyes,
But I feel there's someone else.

Falling for someone hurts,
Maybe they play the game,
But mostly you are just a toy
1.3k · Jan 2016
Used
Jamie Jan 2016
Some days I don't notice,
But over and over,
I'm the blanket,
You don't want to throw,
I'm always there to pick you up,
That's all I have ever been,
Picked up and used when your down.
1.3k · Sep 2014
Restart
Jamie Sep 2014
Its like I have lost a life missing you,
Wanting you and wondering,
What it would be like with you by my side.
Slowly moving on.
1.2k · Aug 2014
*
Jamie Aug 2014
*
I want to kiss you under a thousand stars
As any thing less just won't do
But above all else
I miss you
1.2k · Sep 2014
Distractions
Jamie Sep 2014
With 10,000 miles between us
I have been finding things to do,
And right now I don't miss you
In a week we find out if I actually miss her
1.2k · Oct 2015
Kiss
Jamie Oct 2015
If with one kiss,
You can feel the pain,
This year has given me,
I will forgive you for everything.
1.2k · Aug 2014
It's Daft
Jamie Aug 2014
I constantly lie to myself
And say I shouldn't
Think of you the way I do

And I shouldn't fall for someone
Who doesn't deserve my love.
But I always miss you the moment I leave you

I just want to fall asleep in your arms
John Mayer - The Hurt
1.1k · Aug 2014
Next Series
Jamie Aug 2014
The challenge we all have
When we take the next step
With expectation and eagerness to impress
Seems like you either settle
Become mundane and hope for the best
Or grab a some dynamite
And blow away everyone in clear sight
1.1k · Oct 2014
London
Jamie Oct 2014
No more reminders of the bad times
No more dreaming of the good times
A fresh start with nothing holding me back
Moving to London :D
1.1k · Jul 2014
Habits
Jamie Jul 2014
My world revolves around Facebook
All I seem to do
Is see what other people do

People who aren't in a rut
Feeling trapped
Or alone

It seems it's taken me 9 months to learn
But now I know, question is
What the hell do I do...
Weening myself off Facebook. Actually feels like rehab but I am feeling better day by day
1.1k · Apr 2015
Built Up
Jamie Apr 2015
When you are the one,
Who builds up the expectation,
That plans your future dates,
Thinking they would love this,
When they are hundreds of miles away.

This level of expectation builds up,
When you finally go,
Does it match expectation?
Do you even notice past they smile or eyes?
Or do the nerves take over and you don't know
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