J - Hello Poetry

J Sep 2014

Loss

I just don't know what to do
There is a feeling in my stomach
That I just don't want life anymore
What's the point in fighting for nothing

#suicide #loss #up #lost #fight #nothing #giving

J Sep 2014

Stabbed

Well its taken me all day
But I have clued it all up
You lied to me
I was never the only one

Here I am with a hole
In my heart,
But it's not empty as
Tears fill what I hide inside

It physically hurts

#heart #tears #unrequited #stabbed #lied #stab #clued

J Sep 2014

Pinky Promise

The daftest and strongest of all,
I wonder when you get there
...
Will you think of me?

We pinky promised to see each other in NYC

#question #promise #pinky #thinkofme

Sep 2014

DarkDepriment

The "love"

There is no greater love
Then a love that was meant to be.

J Sep 2014

Still Not There

Today I was excited and optimistic
Not knowing what lay ahead
But that faded in the heat of the sun

I was then left with that all to familiar
Empty, soul wrenching feeling
I am alone, coming up to the lonely hour

#lonely #alone #optimism #faded #hour

J Sep 2014

Distractions

With 10,000 miles between us
I have been finding things to do,
And right now I don't miss you

In a week we find out if I actually miss her

#you #miss #distance #distraction #10000

Sep 2014

1487

You go left.... I'll stay right.

One year ago today
you left

I've never been right since.