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J Sep 2014
Nothing new has happened
I am just coming to terms...
Currently empty and tired,
No words are forming
Or coming out of my head.

This just confirms
That once again you've
Made me speechless.
10,000 miles away
But I still feel this way
J Sep 2014
I was all good
Slowly letting go
Then you appeared
On my phone

It was only a picture
Not only did she look amazing
Like the most perfect
I have never known

I know she wouldn't
Just do so, sitting at home
She never went to that much effort
For me

So for who?
Slowly dragging me back
J Aug 2014
Its finally been drawn
I held the pen for almost a year
Never sure if I ever connect the dots
But you steadied my hand

I cherish all the memories
I only remember the good ones
Not all the times I missed you
Or wondering if you missed me too

Currently I'm not hurt or happy
Neither numb or full of relief
I knew you wouldn't reply
And I don't mind, not knowing why

If I saw you one final time
I wouldn't know, how I would be
It was a gamble and a wait and see
But I am glad I tried one last time
She didn't reply meaning we don't get a chance to say goodbye
J Aug 2014
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I want to kiss you under a thousand stars
As any thing less just won't do
But above all else
I miss you
J Aug 2014
At times you seem perfect
But when you don't reply
I die inside

All I think when I see you
Is how you looked
The day I woke you up

The look of..
Let me sleep..
But its nice being with you

Where, for a second
I felt you wanted me.
Why can't that be everytime?
Think it's finally time to give up
J Aug 2014
Today I feel alone
But I know that

I am alone everyday

But on good days
I seem to forget
Not a great day
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