Yesterday it took me 3 hours to calm down
It was one of our best dates
As I went to sleep and I clutched my pillow
I still felt your hand in mine
This is why I never got over you...
Yet I know I shouldn't get attached
But deep down I know I love you
And we don't have long till you go
This is why, I need to leave after you do
I can't stand living in this city
When I know I will never be happy here
Not without you by my side
Problem is we can't be right now
...
Because we would hold each other back
All your dreams and mine will have to do
I would never want to hold anyone back
From achieving their true potential
Being together would do that to you
If I love you I will let you go and not fight
Although it will **** me when we are apart
I will settle for the happiest I will ever be
For the time we have left
Yet I know it will be a beautiful goodbye
The firery walls are slowly caving in
Yet I am clinging on to every last second
In my head I am holding you and just
Slow dancing in this burning room
Settling for pure joy right now, knowing I will be beaten and very down in a few weeks time. Every second is worth it