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Jacob Jul 2014
You tell me not to leave once more
while I step right through the door
It must hurt to see me move on
To see what you did was wrong.

And I know we can't try anymore
We treat each other like we're four
If only you cared about me
I wouldn't have to be set free.

Your insults draw a thin line
But crying—that's anything but fine
You love to make things worse
Don't try to treat me like your first.

Stop the tears and sobbing
Everything you say, my head is throbbing
I must try my hardest to move on
To see what you did was wrong.
Cavoli Riscaldati - The result of attempting to revive an unworkable relationship.
Jacob Jul 2014
In his life he had twelve pocket knives
He carried them around with assurance
But not once did he use them—
In Colossus City, the knife used you.

A cold memory it was once for him
To sit on the ground and appreciate life
Colossus City had left behind years of happiness
But no one wanted to leave, sometimes not even himself.

The rain was a friendly stranger
It occurred to him in dreams
Only now was it in Colossus City
Sending raindrops the size of hail.

In the woods lay a deserted mountain
It waited for a tormented man
You could drop everything else
Just to live there, covered in happiness.
Jacob Jul 2014
I have become a self absorbed monster
Living in two worlds consumed with each other
I keep my head held high toward success
But fall short when I lose my best

It's a cruel world to live in I see
But fortune without luck is free
I worked my way up to the top
Cause fortune without luck is nonstop
What is real anymore, am I in control?
It's a cruel world to live in I see
But fortune without luck is free

I don't need friends in high places
They're just a bunch of pretty faces
I'll be in a deeper hole than before
And no one can help me anymore

It's a cruel world to live in I see
But fortune without luck is free
I worked my way up to the top
Cause fortune without luck is nonstop
What is real anymore, am I in control?
It's a cruel world to live in I see
But fortune without luck is free

I've got a one-track mind
And a wealth that's just fine
I close my eyes and I see despair
Nothing else I can see to compare
It's a time for a change

It's a cruel world to live in I see
But fortune without luck is not for me
I worked my way up to the top
To find that fortune without luck can stop
I see an open door, I am in control
It's a cruel world to live in I see
But fortune without luck is not for me
* Note - Written in the form of a song
Jacob Jun 2014
Dolores has heart-shaped sunglasses
And a tattoo that reads carpe diem
Oblivious to when she got it,
She tells me that she must have
been in a happy kind of place—
A place too unfamiliar to her.

As if I understood her ennui
I listened to her stories and nodded
Could she possibly be invincible?
Is she not like most other girls?
To mistake her for flirting was the first problem—
The next to watch her hysterical cries for help.

We sat around one cold busy group of locals
To find that we were two warm idle strangers
It was an unlikely pairing indeed, us,
Able to tell each other the truth,
Able to admit our feelings;
It went hand-in-hand all the same.

I know we all live a life of sin
We all say on thing but mean another
We all want a happy future—
But is it wrong to wish that life,
In all it's stunning yet strained space,
Could move on and love without me?

You have never heard of an island
with as much grace in your life—
But I have, and I see it shining on through.
Jacob Jun 2014
I say that I don't hate you
Double-negative -- love is confusing.
Tell me one good reason why I cry
And I'd slap the pain off your face.

We only argue in the middle of the night
Cause that's the best time we tend to fight
It's true that I do my best to keep it grand
But we have lost the only place to stand.

Leave me be!
I want peace
And a crease
Of happiness
Washed over
Like waves
On an ocean.

So I ride that crease
And wait for some peace
It's so hard to breathe this smoke
And follow your open arms
I want to have all the answers
But all I have is the ultimate why...
Jacob May 2014
Tomorrow I'll be wishing for your love
Today I'll be sitting at your doorstep
It's only 12 at night
My day starts with you
I'm in deep agony
Without a word or two.

You're my deranged criminal
And I'm the innocent captive
You steal the hearts of most
But mine just bleeds in your hands
Everytime you take a glimpse of me.

It's a fiery furnace filled with passion and love;
It burns bright and the fire hurts worst than death,
But no one can feel it accept the two of us.
Maybe that's how
this relationship was
meant to work.

It's only fate that brought us together
No amount of pain, suffering, or struggle
Could keep me away from your heart.
So babe,
Can you let me inside?
Jacob May 2014
I wish I could survive on solar power
Like a calculator without the batteries
I know that I wouldn't have to hurt
Or live in constant regret every day

My arms and legs are up for auction
That no one could care less about
I feel drowsy at the thought of love
What the hell is love?
Am I giving it away
Or am I just spreading hate?
Is love the feeling of being with someone
Or being helpless without them?
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