Iqwan Roslanni

Aug 2018

L

why?

why are you still
appearing in my dreams
when I haven’t seen you
in so long

why
are you still on my mind
when I buried my feelings
a long time ago

why
do I feel like I’m still
so close to you
even though we stopped
sharing moments
such a long time ago

#dreams #moments #missing #why #time #stop #feelings #mind #you

Iqwan Roslanni Jul 2018

dream

you're such a dream to me,
your smile fades the pain away and it set me free,
your personality melts my heart in every way,
the coldest night feels warm with your presence,
i fell for you for an instant.

but through the night
you found a new person
and suddenly i'm your history.
another goodbye,
my heart has room for more if you ask.

#love

Iqwan Roslanni Apr 2018

wasted words.

I've written so many notes for you,
I chose just the beautiful words to potray you,
So many pair of eyes read them but,
It was all just for you.

There are nights I could hear your voice,
but night like this reminds me of how you used to put tears on my face,
Never in a million years I thought "we" would fall apart,
But all of my words failed to make you stay,it was all just just ended up wasted.

#love #broken #heart #sad #rain #tears #leaving #hate #relationship #tragedy

Mar 2018

M

I found someone new

It doesn't hurt me anymore, how it did when I loved you.
The echo of bitter regret, no longer creates stories in my dreams.
I no longer get nervous when I think of your playful smile.
I can't even remember the feeling of excitement I got when you entered the room.
The willingness to admire all of your jokes, disappeared along with the sink hole that I felt in my stomach with every laugh.
I can't imagine ever even having the thought cross my mind that you were ever going to love me back, but I guess it is my fault for never telling you how I felt.
But it doesn't matter.
It doesn't hurt anymore.
Love isn't right if it hurts.

#love #pain #movingon #relationships #new

Iqwan Roslanni Feb 2018

you're the light that shines

i still see you during the darkest night,
i feel at ease whenever you're around,
your warm hands holding mine,
making me feel safe like a billion stars protecting this tired soul of mine,
you're the sun that gives me warmth whenever you smile,
you're the beat of my heart that gives me a chance to feel alive again.
i dare ask the moon,
this is love right?
because the pain doesn't hurt the way it used to be anymore.

feelings ii

#love #sad #relationships #breakup

Iqwan Roslanni Feb 2018

Leaving

The world was asleep
that is when I had you on my mind,
It's driving me crazy, I couldn't deny,
It all started that November night when you left,
I spend the night crying
I think about what I did wrong,
You said you hate me
but why?
I couldn't accept the word hate came out of your mouth instead of love,
and then you walk away,
The rain was pouring onto your crimson shirt,
my heart did too.

Time passes, whether I'm ready or not,
Now or later,
You'll leave
but you did sooner that I thought you would.

Feelings

#love #broken #heart #sad #rain #tears #leaving #hate #relationship #tragedy

Iqwan Roslanni Nov 2017

Champion of my heart.

Meeting you was like breathing fresh air while I was drowning,
blue shirt and that shiny hair.
I finally found my reasons to smile again,
It was the best of time,
but it wasn't for long,
distance tore us apart.

Love is a battle,
I don't want to get hurt,
You dont't want to hurt me,
I knew from the start
I would never win,
but what I want you to know is
you're always going to be the
champion of my heart
cause everytime you look at me, I lose my mind.

I love you.

#love #sad #breakups #sadness #broken #heartbroken #memories