Khairil M

Khairil M Mar 2015

Met a girl from Ipoh,
Met a boy from Borneo,
Met a lady from Japan
and she's flying back home at 1.23 am to make it in time for work tomorrow.

Met another girl from Jakarta
and she helped me to take some pictures,

And then there were these 3 ladies from Thailand.

Did you guess where i was yet?

I was at a Mew concert alone but not lonely.

#life #alone #music #experience #mew

Khairil M Mar 2015

k

I write not for the attention.
I write not to please anyone.

I write because "i love you" is too simple...

"I love you" IS too simple.

#love #self #life #random

Khairil M Mar 2015

"Spasms"

i would take the first train back to the 90's,
when my lungs were nicotine-free
and there was always something worthy on TV.

i would wear my chucks in bed,
and have cereals for dinner.

i would not have heard of ****,
i would have used the internet to find
the exact words to the songs on Nevermind,
because cassette inlays haven't got enough
space for Kurt's lyrics.

and if i were you, i wouldn't call this a poem.

-khai

i don't know how to explain myself sometimes.

#nirvana #cobain #kurt #90s

Khairil M Mar 2015

Feel.

i will never understand you,
and you,
you will never try or attempt to
recognize my face.

People have a way of telling you to
look at the bright side,
but they are the same people,
who pushed you out in the first place.

thank you.

#day #it #never #same #feel #different #cycle #vicious #thing #ends

Khairil M Mar 2015

******* the bus.

******* the bus,
I saw you but you will never know,
I saw how the others looked at you but i don't want to be anything like them.

******* the bus,
You look amazing and you scare the **** out of me,
I do want your number but i can see what is to come and it plays in my head like a broken record,

******* the bus,
I wish our paths never did crossed so i don't ever wonder what do you do,
I wish i did not have to feel angry when those boys harrassed you.

******* the bus,
why did you have to get off the same bus stop? and then walk the same way?
why did you hurried your footstep behind me? as if to let me know we live close by..

******* the bus,
You're a 10, i'm a 2,
i'm the kind of guy the phrase "let's just be friends.." was probably made for,
So let's cut this short, *******.

I constantly have this conversations with myself when i see an interesting ******* the bus. It's really annoying.

#girl #**** #you #infatuation #stranger #singapore #****** #buses

Mar 2015

A Watoot

A Letter 10w

Sometimes, it is so good to write an unsent letter.

I do this all the time just to create a release. I have lots of unsent letters and I'm glad I never sent those things to people. I've never been better.

#tear #10w #letter #write #release #unsent #seal #outlet #writeandtear