Funny how they become your only thought
And now I’m laughing for what?
You can turn my love into I don’t give a ****

I wanna keep you close cause if I keep you  far
Inches turn to miles and I’m not miles from the bar.

What you inches from?
Would you cover miles ?
Would you come to me if I was feeling down?
Would you tell me the truth?
Do I make you smile ?
Is there anybody else other then me that you seeing now?

Is this all you wanted?
Well, it’s all you’ve left behind.
Is this how it’ll be?
Well, it’s what you’ve left

For me.

She lives through her words
So carefully placed
Without them she would be faceless
And I think that makes her beautiful
That she has found her identity
Because I'm still working on mine

Listen, smile, agree.
And then do whatever
  the   ****  you  were
  gonna   do   anyway.
                                                                                              Jon York   2019

You can   rise up from
anything.       You   can
completely      recreate
yourself.    Nothing  is
permanent.  You're not
stuck. You have choices.
You   can    think   new
thoughts. You can learn
something new. you can
create  new  habits.   All
that matters  is  that you
decide - today and never
look back.
                                                                                        Jon York   2019

One kiss upon a star
Wrap my tune in a charm
I just want to feel whole
Please erase this twilight
No peace in this world
Cease this world of harm
Planet come down, please
Wonder when this hell will freeze

oh im falling
faster faster
all again
the life i had started to dim
spinning spinning until i've said
its time for me to go to bed
when did time start to fly on by
causing my words to slur as i
cry in my hands and sink in sand
that leads no place better than land
a flock of a feather will die together
the wings they used to fly will teather
I lost my self blinded by tears
and fears
sheer till i drown in beer
im scared
i have no where
alone
a soul drifting till it is gone

Distant dolly
Dancing alone
Till she's falling
And she is gone
When she's spotted
The Game begins
Hear that calling
Don't let her in
Why's she crying
Do not be tricked
She is trying
To get you sicked
On by polly
Her teddy bear
He that pulls out all of your hair

I want to be a scientist,
maybe a chemist,
so I can dissect every molecule
and atom of your structure
to prove to the world
that perfection and magic
does exist.

Finally, at last.
I thought you'd never leave my mind.
But today, for the first time in 142 days.
I didn't woke up,
Thinking about you.
Surprisingly, I never thought this was love.
Just a stupid remedy,
For a self broken heart.
But dispite the fact I'm not thinking about you.
You still left your fingerprints on my skin.
And your voice in my ears.

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