It was a very long time before I was with her awhile ago.
I missed her a lot like, I don't want to let her go.
But we separated and it's a thing.
Yet, I feel differently happy like undefined something.

She was just my best-friend for you to know.
But, I feel different for her and I don't know.
This feeling strange that I can't show.
I feel like she's something I don't wanna let go.

I couldn't make a move even make a sound about it.
I was too shy, too nervous to admit it.
This feeling never lost ever since so long.
Every-time I get in touched with her my heart beats so strong.

She's the one I've been waiting for.
She's the one I adore.
She's means a lot me.
She's the one I want to be forever with me.

Am I in love with my best-friend?

I wish,
I knew you earlier.

She broke me.
But,
Why is that
She couldn't fix me.

If the
Sun
ever feel alone
in that crowded space?

I'm scared to get close.
I used to think that the worst thing in life
was to end up alone.
It's not.
The worst thing in life
is to end up with
the person
who makes you feel alone.
and
I hate being alone.
I long to that feeling,
to not feel at all.
The higher I get,
the lower I'll sink.

I ******* drown my demons,
they know how to swim.

We broke up.
My whole identity shattered.
It's like death.

Oh!.
I forgot.
I only exists.
When you need me.