It hurts, doesn't it?
My one word responses and unanswered texts?
Now you know exactly how I felt
When you decided you didn't care anymore.
But now you miss me and I couldn't care less.

"I notmally like darker hair on girls,
But with you it's different," he says.

I've noticed.
I've seen the way you look at it,
When I'm playing with my hair,
As I'm twirling it around my fingers.

The look that you give.
It is the look of a dog,
When he's staring right at you
While you are eating something.

The look of wanting. Desire. Temptation.
And you want to play with it.
You desire my golden locks.
As if the colour had anything to do with your temptations.

Your scent has become chlorine to me.
Every whiff,
Every inhale,
Burns through my nostrils
And into my lungs.

And yet I still cant get enough.

Your eyes were extremely green today.
I noticed that because
They literally glistened
As you stared off, zoning out.
And your whole face changed.
And in those moments,
You were extremely beautiful.

I find it funny how
The person I used to write poems about
Now writes poems for me

You're the reason my heart beats fast.
My one and only, unto last.

The sound of your voice, the taste of your lips.
I crave the touch of your hands, to give you a kiss.

I wish our hands forever intertwined.
Let me stare at your face so benign.

May I hold you close, oh so tight.
Please let me be your shining knight.

Lay with me, let me keep you warm.
They liad when the said: every rose has its thorn.

You know they say: there's no such thing as perfection.
We prove them wrong, with our perfect connection.

My thoughts and dreams won't cease to drift to you.
My emotions and feelings, they're so very true.

I've come to realize I'm lost in you.
Without you here, I don't know what I'd do.

~~~

if you are my friend
we're joined at the hip
you don't have to worry
about how i may slip.

if you are my friend
i am tried and true
you don't have to worry
i will not leave you.

if you are my friend
I'm there forever
come hell or high water
come stormy weather

i know what it's like
to be at rope's end
and find nothing more
than fair weather friends.

to be so down
death looks like pleasure
to drink of a cup
of pain without measure.

SO. I DON'T LEAVE FRIENDS.
as they're all that I have.
they stand up for me
they are life's salve.

if you are my friend
you are not alone
if you are my friend...

... it's down to the BONE.


♥ Catherine