It took me weeks to months
To simply contemplate
My words to sentences
So I can express
How much you mean to me

It took you a minute
To give me a bright white rose
Just to tell me
How you feel
And how to never be
Seen again

Wake up at dusk
Hazy and daze
You scroll through memories
Consider it twilight
You forgot about her
But you feel discomfort
You're hearts in agony
Because you left her there

You took me by a glass
Filled it to the brim
Till one small slip
A single drop
And the rest will follow

I thought it was about to end
Just like a season that has passed by
Waiting for the perfect moment
Which I've lived countless times

I never hoped for a closing statement
Because I knew it was not existent
I hoped for it to just fade
Into a beautiful cascade

Then I saw you once again
Everything I've ever hoped for
Has gone and reset

I really wanted to forget
But I saw you
And remembered

You start the day waking up in blight

Staring at the ceiling, neither nor bright

struggling yourself left and right

feeling down and never delight

You gaze at your left to a wonderful sight

A hand has reached out

Grabbing it without doubt

You’ve sat down with a straight spine

Everything seemed all fine

Pulling you to a bright light

A dazzle you’ve been waiting for a long time

A pious voice whispers “You are safe”

But many screams “Farewell”

A great epiphany hits

You’ve lost your tomorrow.

At first I thought it was nothing
For you to plant that small seedling
Not knowing what it was
Waiting for it to grow
I suddenly felt
This great urge to know

I picked up a rose and searched for you
Place after place, day after day
The rose starts to shrivel and wither

It seems like the seedling you've sowed
Has sprouted to something yet unknown
To my surprise you've planted a heart
But you never cared for it
You left it alone
As it also withered