It's like watching a bomb
The seconds ticking down
5 minutes, 4 minutes, 3 minutes
Except for then, it disappears
You can't see the timer anymore,
But you hear every infinitesimal click as The seconds pass
Counting is too hard
So you live in oblivion
Watching this invisible bomb
Biting your lip and scratching your arms
As long as the bomb is here,
You are anxiety
You, and you alone,
Hear the ticking of the bomb
Once in awhile, someone passes
And they hear it too- for a second
But they never stay
They always leave to less dismal places
Where there are no invisible bombs
They do not believe you
Sometimes you stay there for weeks
Months, years on end
Watching this bomb
That never explodes fully
This is anxiety.