"Do you believe in global warming?"
they asked me
as though it was something you could choose to believe in
like santa
sitting on the melting polar ice caps

wondering how else he could tickle our fancies
for our momentary pleasure
one sizzling christmas eve

“but”, they said, “but its all circumstantial,
And”, they said,"all natural,
All part of a cycle,
all part of a plan-
And there’s no evidence anyways"
Is santa melting?
Do ice caps exist?
Who knows!

Who knows?

How could I not see the truth behing your eyes
And sense your smell, you reek of lies
You tried to cover up but you were never true
I should’ve known better what to do
I should’ve left you
Now it’s done, you’re gone
Can’t believe that I have won
I’m so happy I could die
I escaped from you deceiving “friendship” lie
But we spent so many years together
I can’t believe I once thought it’s gonna be forever
Your influence to me, it gave me much
It taught me to endure killing pains, sickness in the head and such
Now being dead inside, it doesn’t feel so bad
Thanks to you, I can feel okay even when I’m sad
Infact, me being worse, it feels alright
My broken shape, I take it in with pride
You see what you have done, you ****?!
You think you’re all so great and perfect, but you ****
With your every word you destroyed me
I was stupid, so blind I couldn’t see
You ****** with my life in your own way
And I’m left wondering how come you never have to pay
Look at the wreck you made me be
Now who knows what’ll happen to me
Every day I spoke with you, you made me cry
Now it’s your turn to want to die

Today I saw the moon and fell asleep
When I woke, I found myself in the ocean, very deep
I swim above and walk myself to home
Filled the tub and washed myself with foam
Then I changed the sheets so I can sleep on fresh
I’ll clean tomorrow and it won’t smell of flesh
My dream is dreamless, it’s quiet tonight
Until I feel something next to me, it’s little and it’s white
A rat
So small and fat
I’ll call it Cheff
It’ll be my BFF
We’ll fly together in the house
Like ghosts, me and the mouse

And she knew how devastating life could be
And with those thoughts she welcomed her newborn boy

And she knew how depression could make you feel
And with those thoughts she swore she’d always think of him

And she knew how easy people could break hearts
And with those thoughts she gave him a warm and tender hug

And she knew how painful some days could be
And with those thoughts she closed her son’s eyes forever

And she knew how losing everything could feel
And with those thoughts she embraced with smile her only son’s death



And some people would look at her smiling face
And they would think that maybe, just maybe, she was happy that her son is dead
And those people were partly right, just partly, for she was glad that her son would not suffer at all

I want to ask you what you think
When you hear my voice, does it make you sink?
I wish for you each night
Praying I would see you every day and maybe I might
Waking up the morning with you by my side
That would make me feel like on a flight
Though, I’ve never flew and I don’t know
But I imagine it like big, fluffy pillow
With lots of softness and a load of fun
Yeah, someday I want to come
Your world I want to see
Your favourite person, that’s who I want to be
To spend my days with you
The nights, of course, they too
With you I want to end
I don’t want to be “just your friend”
Can you not hear my scream?
I call your name in my each dream
You’re the angel fallen from the sky
You’re the person that made me never want to die
You can tell me “No” and walk away
But “I love you” is what I will always say