I like being alone
Sometimes,
When I like pretending
It doesn´t bother me that much.

Then I thought
''Hey, the world is a telly
And I have the remote control.''
But that thought vanished as I looked outside
At the icy kingdom of winter
And the rought whispers of cold wind
Told me I´m stuck here.

Yet maybe this is just a phase,
A way of the nature forcing me
To live alone for a little while...
I don´t know, and maybe I´ll never find out.

But I do know that once you´ll be back
It will all go away.
I don´t know if it´s gonna be because
I´ll magically conquer all my fears and insecurities,
Magically forget and ignore all my urges to be out there,
Somewhere else where something usual can surprise me.
Or if I´ll just settle my mind
And concentrate on our love, our life, our routine.
I don´t know, no matter how many times you´ll ask me.

Maybe you can tell me
Or at least teach me how to listen to my mind and heart.
I hear them speaking out loud,
Screaming sometimes in the night
But it´s all gibberish to me.

Find me a path
Give me a pair of legs
Teach me how to walk
And I´ll make history.

But until you can find me all these things
Don´t be surprised if I´ll sit here forever
Because God knows I can´t help myself.

Yes, I think I´m being unreasonable too.
*DC, 2017

Face the world and say goodbye
In this madness I will die.

Face your mom and face your lover
Do it before they’ll discover.

Face yourself  ‘fore it’s too late
Only you decide your fate.

I will leave and not come back
I ‘ll tie a rope against my neck
I’ll say goodbye
I’ll probably cry
And then, I’ll die.

Blood is the colour of innocence- not white.

Start today: SOMETHING THAT SCARES YOU.
The dark... ?
No.
Light!
Light scares me.
You can see everything in the light so clearly.
Darkness is my friend.