my skin wont brake.
my heart is racing
you don't care how i feel in side.
i wanna bleed i don't wanna hide.
i wanna see you cry
i wanna brake you like you broke me.
my skin wont brake my heart is racing.
you can save me from this fate
you have the power but you wont use it.
you don't care you wanna abuse it.
so you make me cry.
i cut and hide,
long sleeves save me from the outside.

ill be the razor if you be the wrist
you always cut me down
time for alittle switch
ill be the needle if you be the vein
ill be the one to bury your remains
ill be the braker if you'll be the heart
i refuse to let you continue ripping me apart.
i wanna make you feel the way i did when u left.
i wanna make you scream my name at the top of your lungs begging me to let you live.
when u left me i was slowly dying,
now i only want is to hurt you.
i don't wanna see you smile i wanna see you cry.
you know i hope you die.

i miss you when your gone,
cause that's when my world is its darkest
why did you walk away
i feel as if my life is crumbling down around me

Seeing you with her,
Feels like my stomach might burst
Like my heart becomes so broken
It feels like mush..
And I can't breathe
And I can't see anything else...
Do you even know?
How could love seem so real
And turn out so wrong?
Where do I turn,
How can I learn to smile through the rain,
How will I learn to love once again.

what does she have that i don't?
does she know how you like to write?
does she know about your life?

does she care how you feel inside?
does she feel the same way I do?
With you in her life are her sky's a deeper blue?
In the end,
will she still love you,
like the way I do?

if time truly heals all these wounds,
then why do i feel as if its getting worse?
how come I feel like the worlds gonna end
like no matter what I do, I could never be good enough for you.

its been so long, time really flies
when im done w. all the other guys
looking at you compared to them,
is like holding rocks to a gem.
you really are a shining star,
but you will never know how far.
how far id go to have you back ;
you have something the others lack.
maybe its your charm, your perfect smile.
boy its really been a while.
youve completely changed my life,
so bad i could see me as your wife.
itll never happen, thats for sure.
youre not mine anymore.
i wish i could go back in time,
to put more effort in my climb.
& here i stand, arms open wide,
hoping you might come inside.
ive cried & cried, day & night,
wishing i could hold you tight.
ive cried for us, cried for you,
over the smallest things you do.
a brush of your arm, the touch of your skin,
invites the memories right back in.
to believe your love could actually last,
was the biggest mistake of my past.
i had your love, the best affection.
now i strive for your attention.
time after time i try again,
looking for some other man.
my mind always seems to stray,
thinking of why you went away.
i have no idea what it is,
that makes me want your loving kiss.
i guess this wont mean much to you,
cause boy you havent got a clue.

I put my heart on a shelf,
The only person I can trust is myself.
I don’t trust easy,
It doesn’t come freely.

I believe in the end everyone leaves,
People come and go as please,

Maybe I push people away,
I don’t believe a single word people say.
I have gotten good at being numb,
I no longer will be the one who ends up looking dumb.

Spend one day in my shoes,
You’d be grateful its not you.
Being betrayed,
All the hurtful games people would play.
My heart is destroyed all because I loved the wrong foolish boy.

I used to be so full of life,
Maybe one day I’ll get my heart right.