Each and every day;
I meet someone new,
Take them with me
To send them away.
They all knew me.
Knew me by name,
Yet they don't know
The one curse I carry.
No matter who I meet,
No matter who I like;
I cannot settle
I cannot love.
My curse is that;
I, the Grim Reaper
Must be forever LONELY.

The night before Christmas,
She gave me a call.
Asking me to come over
For an early Christmas gift.
By the tone of her voice
I knew for sure
She was up to something.
Once I arrived at her place,
She greeted me in nothing but a robe.
My sweet and kind friend
Was prepared to show me
An entirely different side of her.
With the drop of her robe,
She revealed more than her feelings.
My early Christmas present
That I was receiving,
Was all of her.
To show my appreciation,
I kissed both sets of lips;
Providing sensations all over.
As I lie under the Christmas tree
She climbed up and unwrapped her gift
Allowing for us both
To enjoy our presents.
As we continued to play with our gifts
Santa arrived and was surprised.
Yet, he didn't leave us.
He wanted to sit and enjoy the show.

Patience is a virtue
Patience is pain
Good things do come
To those who wait
I am quite impatient
To get what I need

All I need is love
If time permits
May it come soon
If you are the one
I won't mind waiting
If I'm waiting for you

Tell me is it true,
That when I look at you

Tears fall down my face;
Scars are what they replace.

The last time I really smiled?
I'm unsure, it's been a while.

For comfort, I use a facade
Just to hear them applaud.

To hideaway the true inspection,
I sit and stare at my reflection.

I shall not be afraid
For He keeps me
My Lord of Salvation
My Rock and Shield
Many times I fell
Yet He lifted me
Still I disobey Him
Yet He forgives me
At times I forget Him
Yet He still knows me
I am forever grateful
To Have such a Father
To keep His Unfailing Love
For His Eternal Mercy
His Never Ending Patience
To all my enemies
I shall not be afraid
For He keeps Me

My Heavenly Father
I come to Thee
May Your Blessings
Fall down on Me
I may hope and yearn
Beg for my turn
Yet Your Love is
Patience and Peace
Soon my blessings
Will never cease

My faith is  restored
All thanks to You
Heavenly Father
Nothing else I can do
To simply say
Thank You.

Behind the mask,
There is darkness,
There is pain.

On the outside;
I may smile
And seem the same.

Behind the mask;
I'm so evil
I am psychotic.

On the outside:
I'm so calm
It's so Ironic.

No one will ever see
How crazy I can be.
For the mask I wear
Will always be there.

As the day ends,
I begin to fall
Down onto my bed
Where I look to the sky

I see the moon
So bright and full.
It stares at me deeply
And grasps my soul

The stars all smile
As my energy leaves
My heartbeat slows
And my stress withers

As my eyes close
I begin to smile
For I feel the moon
Give me a long kiss

And says Good Night.

The things I've done
The things I've said
The tears I've shed
Do they know?
The actions I took
The ones I've touched
The ones I hurt
Do they know?
All these decisions
Led to this thought
Do they know?
I hope they don't.

Happiness comes when my eyes close
Happiness comes when my soul knows
Sadness leaves when I leave you
Sitting outside staring at the view
My mind begins to wander about
How peace seems like a drought
When I wake, my smile is gone
To let me be lonely from here on
My peace escapes me by day
At night it returns to lead the way

They can't be trusted
Yet neither can I
Without me they soar
While I slowly die
I try not to care
But they can see
What shows on my sleeve
The pain hidden in me
They say they are there
But I push them away
But in reality
I wish they could stay

Our heads are to the ground
But our fists are held up high.
Society tends to push us down,
But our pride still touches the sky
Our victory is well known;
We allowed our dreams to fly
We have all equally shown
Greatness is beyond the naked eye.

The one I want
Doesn't have a clue
What feelings I carry
She don't know
The weight of my regret
She knows of my existence
My name and my age
And a few goals I have
Yet what she won't know
Is how much I wish
That things were different
I wish that she was farther
Instead of being close
So I see her less
I wish she forgot me
Forgot our conversations
And even our friendship
Then maybe it would
Just maybe it could
Not be so painfully bothersome
But who am I fooling
If that were to happen
It would hurt me more
So I'll endure the pain
To learn another lesson
Or receive the chance I desire

God,

Why am I like this?
Do you hate me?
Does me being lonely
Mean that I'm free?
If being single is a lesson,
What am I learning?
Why are those I can't have
Are those that I'm yearning?
I run to you for help,
But I still receive no answer.
Seems like all of my prayers
Are being treated like a cancer.
Is contentment a goal,
Or is this goal just a lie?
The one who seeks romance may pray
That his romance shall surely die.