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Patience is a virtue
Patience is pain
Good things do come
To those who wait
I am quite impatient
To get what I need

All I need is love
If time permits
May it come soon
If you are the one
I won't mind waiting
If I'm waiting for you
Passion untamed
Thoughts are unleashed
Too much was said
Can't take it back
We both were wrong
And now you're gone
Yes it is true
I really miss you
Please come back home
I hate being alone
Thousands of questions in my head
Searching for answers with no end.
Regretting words that I never said;
Looking at letters I didn't send.

Thinking of a possible new life;
As the rain drops onto the ground.
No more heart-brake that cuts like a knife
And have hope for real love being found.

So many thoughts within my mind
Unsure of which is best for me.
Unafraid to leave the past behind:
As I begin to set myself free.

As I stare through the looking glass..
It's been a while since I actually wrote a poem. This shows that I am pretty rusty. I hope you enjoy it.
Sitting alone
Watching the leaves
Closing my eyes
Thinking of her
Thinking of me
Here in this cool
Calm Autumn Breeze
Because of you
I feel nothing, but pain.
I keep fighting,
But I cannot get through.
No matter what I say
I can't get closer to you.

Because of you
I hate myself.
No matter what happens,
I am always to blame.
I try to fix it,
But it won't be the same.

Because of myself
I feel sad and alone.
I can't find peace
I can't find love
Nothing has changed
I want it all to end.

Because of me
Suicide seems rather
**Appealing
Inner thoughts of the lonely and depressed. How I tend to feel at times. I wish I had an answer for the pain I feel.
Behind the mask,
There is darkness,
There is pain.

On the outside;
I may smile
And seem the same.

Behind the mask;
I'm so evil
I am psychotic.

On the outside:
I'm so calm
It's so Ironic.

No one will ever see
How crazy I can be.
For the mask I wear
Will always be there.
Our heads are to the ground
But our fists are held up high.
Society tends to push us down,
But our pride still touches the sky
Our victory is well known;
We allowed our dreams to fly
We have all equally shown
Greatness is beyond the naked eye.
I am not a color.
I am a human,
Just as you are.
Why can't you see that?
Each and every day;
I meet someone new,
Take them with me
To send them away.
They all knew me.
Knew me by name,
Yet they don't know
The one curse I carry.
No matter who I meet,
No matter who I like;
I cannot settle
I cannot love.
My curse is that;
I, the Grim Reaper
Must be forever LONELY.
The things I've done
The things I've said
The tears I've shed
Do they know?
The actions I took
The ones I've touched
The ones I hurt
Do they know?
All these decisions
Led to this thought
Do they know?
I hope they don't.
The night before Christmas,
She gave me a call.
Asking me to come over
For an early Christmas gift.
By the tone of her voice
I knew for sure
She was up to something.
Once I arrived at her place,
She greeted me in nothing but a robe.
My sweet and kind friend
Was prepared to show me
An entirely different side of her.
With the drop of her robe,
She revealed more than her feelings.
My early Christmas present
That I was receiving,
Was all of her.
To show my appreciation,
I kissed both sets of lips;
Providing sensations all over.
As I lie under the Christmas tree
She climbed up and unwrapped her gift
Allowing for us both
To enjoy our presents.
As we continued to play with our gifts
Santa arrived and was surprised.
Yet, he didn't leave us.
He wanted to sit and enjoy the show.
Been a while since I wrote poems that had an ****** feel to it.
I’m in a lot of pain
Even though I look fine
People tell me I’ll make it
Though I’m running out of time
Tried to be theirs
But they wouldn’t be mine
My life would soon be over
For it’s the end of the line
I may look happy,
But I'm not.
I may seem strong,
But I am truly weak.
I can say I have friends,
Truth is I am lonely.
I might seem open,
But I'm a closed book.
My facade acts as a light
To hideaway from
The truth in the **dark
My Heavenly Father
I come to Thee
May Your Blessings
Fall down on Me
I may hope and yearn
Beg for my turn
Yet Your Love is
Patience and Peace
Soon my blessings
Will never cease

My faith is  restored
All thanks to You
Heavenly Father
Nothing else I can do
To simply say
Thank You.
I shall not be afraid
For He keeps me
My Lord of Salvation
My Rock and Shield
Many times I fell
Yet He lifted me
Still I disobey Him
Yet He forgives me
At times I forget Him
Yet He still knows me
I am forever grateful
To Have such a Father
To keep His Unfailing Love
For His Eternal Mercy
His Never Ending Patience
To all my enemies
I shall not be afraid
For He keeps Me
There are times
Where I wish
Where I hope
I can leave
I can run
And don't look back
Don't turn around

I want to have
Another fresh start
Just so my future
can defeat the past
The room spins
One person becomes three
Logical thoughts
Now becomes nonsense
I can't walk straight
I fall off the bed
Excessive laughter
Slurred words
Confused looks
All leads to lack of judgement
And a lot of regrets
The one I want
Doesn't have a clue
What feelings I carry
She don't know
The weight of my regret
She knows of my existence
My name and my age
And a few goals I have
Yet what she won't know
Is how much I wish
That things were different
I wish that she was farther
Instead of being close
So I see her less
I wish she forgot me
Forgot our conversations
And even our friendship
Then maybe it would
Just maybe it could
Not be so painfully bothersome
But who am I fooling
If that were to happen
It would hurt me more
So I'll endure the pain
To learn another lesson
Or receive the chance I desire
Beauty

What is true Beauty?
Does it comes with it a list, or
Does it come with duties?
Can it give the down a lift?

Is it a thing,
Or is it a person?
Does it embody the heart,
So someone’s fears won’t worsen?

Rejection after rejection
My lips have tightened.
But after truly seeing you
I have been enlightened.

I have gone throughout life
With distractions in my way.
But with this lovely feeling
I look to God and say.

Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder
If you find favor in me
Please allow me to hold her
I promise not to cause pain
To lie, or to scold her
She is the definition of beauty
No one can ask for more
You are the one I thank,
For she’s the one I’ve been praying for
The saying beauty is in the eye of the beholder has been in my head for months now. I had to put it into words.
We talk
We laugh
We Cry
We argue (a lot)
We fight
We love
You are my best friend
As time goes by,
I pray to see you again
We are so close
You protect me
As I protect you
May this friendship thrive
My precious Lauren
As the day ends,
I begin to fall
Down onto my bed
Where I look to the sky

I see the moon
So bright and full.
It stares at me deeply
And grasps my soul

The stars all smile
As my energy leaves
My heartbeat slows
And my stress withers

As my eyes close
I begin to smile
For I feel the moon
Give me a long kiss

And says Good Night.
Happiness comes when my eyes close
Happiness comes when my soul knows
Sadness leaves when I leave you
Sitting outside staring at the view
My mind begins to wander about
How peace seems like a drought
When I wake, my smile is gone
To let me be lonely from here on
My peace escapes me by day
At night it returns to lead the way
Tell me is it true,
That when I look at you

Tears fall down my face;
Scars are what they replace.

The last time I really smiled?
I'm unsure, it's been a while.

For comfort, I use a facade
Just to hear them applaud.

To hideaway the true inspection,
I sit and stare at my reflection.
God,

Why am I like this?
Do you hate me?
Does me being lonely
Mean that I'm free?
If being single is a lesson,
What am I learning?
Why are those I can't have
Are those that I'm yearning?
I run to you for help,
But I still receive no answer.
Seems like all of my prayers
Are being treated like a cancer.
Is contentment a goal,
Or is this goal just a lie?
The one who seeks romance may pray
That his romance shall surely die.
I'm losing faith in Love. No longer know what to do.
We are the right people
We make the right connections
Easy to trust,
No need for confessions

We’re in the right place
Just you and me
Once our lips interlock
Finally I’m able to see

It’s a chance I want to take
Yet now is not the time
For you still belong to someone else
And you may never be mine.
This poem *****. I may still make more.
When I am in pain,
I cry for You.
When I do wrong,
I beg forgiveness.
Every single Sabbath;
I yearn for You.
When good things come,
I praise myself.
When you call,
I ignore You.

When I'm lonely,
I ask for You.
When my faith is weak,
I look towards You.
When I used to think,
I thought of You.
When I am upset,
I forget You.

When You died,
You died for me.
When I cry,
You comfort me.
When I'm troubled,
You help me.
When it rains,
You Shelter me.

I see the wrong I've done.
I should lose my chances.
Yet You keep me,
Because You love me
When You call,
I shall respond.
When you ask of me,
I will give unto Thee.
For You deserve
All the Glory
Only for You my Lord,
I *Surrender
There are three words
That I'll never say
Let it eat me alive
Each and every day
I'll still show I care
In my very own way
But in the end
We both won't stay
At a coming time
I'll go my own way
I promise you this
It will be okay
Let's remember us
Till our last day
Yet you will not hear
What I hide each day
Are these three words
I will never say.
Trying to get back into it. Been away so long. So much stress going on I really need this. This is what keeps me at ease.
They can't be trusted
Yet neither can I
Without me they soar
While I slowly die
I try not to care
But they can see
What shows on my sleeve
The pain hidden in me
They say they are there
But I push them away
But in reality
I wish they could stay
I'm tired, but my eyes won't shut
Can't remove the paranoia
That lies in my mind
Or the dark figures
That stand in front of me
Crazy things that my mind thinks of when I go through sleep deprivation
There are days I know
There are Days I question.

Nights I am sure
Nights I just wonder

People will ask me
I will not answer

No possible answer
Will simply show.

Questions to who I am
Answers I will never know
Always
Is when I want to be with you
For all the good moments
To all the dark ones

Your Memories
Is where I wish to stay
To live in your mind
As a monument

In your heart
Will my heart lie
No matter where I go
No matter what happens

And when I pass
I want to stay with you
To be in your dreams
Always

Till the death of me
I shall be
**With You

— The End —