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It was a cool morning in January
when I cracked my blinds
and peaked at the world I knew.
Bright breasted robin, perched in the azalea,
watched me dress and curse this life.
He did not sing, did not so much as move
as I dragged my feet and clutched my chest.
Bright breasted robin, soaring the skies,
always came back to make sure
each morning my lights turn back on.
He watched me tie myself to my bedpost,
hide away the razors, suffer through headaches
because I convinced myself I lost the aspirin…
It wasn't until a warm March morning
that I could open my blinds
and gaze upon the robin that sang me awake.
A nest, perhaps two feet from the glass,
perched on the limbs that clawed a child's dreams,
sat the bright breasted robin and three others:
A choir, A reminder, A hope.
You woke up today, you survived every dark day that's been thrown at you. You are strong and able; you are not alone.
 Feb 2015 Marclesza Gee
Katie Ann
You matter
You were placed here with two feet, two hands
For walking, for touching
Two eyes for looking
Looking into two other eyes
Looking into the vast ocean realizing no matter how small you are you matter
You are matter
You, regardless of the background noise, matter so much that if you were gone that piece of matter would not and could not be replaced
The eyes you saw and the places you walked and the people you touched would forever remember
Would forever miss
And would forever be missing
You.
 Feb 2015 Marclesza Gee
Molly
Hi, I'm sorry for texting you so late it's just that everything feels like it's falling apart and I can't even recognize myself anymore sometimes it feels like I'm not even the one living my life I'm just watching it like a movie I'm just going through the motions and I don't know who to talk to anymore because I just keep making more problems but I need help I need someone to hold me and tell me it's okay I don't know how to make it through this on my own please just come save me
Rant
a relationship is for two but when another gets involved,
that's not what causes the impairment and pain.
what hurts is knowing you weren't enough to sustain.
what hurts is seeing them smile even in the face of their ***** deeds.
what hurts is realizing how naive you were,
succumbing to tears conveying false remorse.
what hurts is not knowing whether or not it was even real.
what hurts is realizing that what you cherished and loved is no longer yours
...for their lips,
are now stained with sins
and their heart,
now unsecured and ready for another.

what doesn't hurt,
is knowing that even though
not with you,
they've found *happiness.
She looked in the mirror,
She could not recognize the woman looking back at her,
So thin, emaciated, wrinkled and drained of life,
The woman in the mirror scared the life out of her,

She touched her face,
Her once beautiful dimpled face,
The face that was perfect with no single flaw,
The face that had earned her a beauty queen crown.

Day by day the beauty faded,
Her once healthy athletic body vanished,
Her once big **** eyes full of life now hollow,
Leaving no trace of her youthful beauty.

She married a monster,
A wolf in sheep’s skin,
She fell in love without thinking twice,
She was happy and thought she would always be.

A year after their big day,
His true colors begun to show,
Coming home in a drunken stupor,
Or not coming at all.

He started battering her for no apparent reason,
He became a lecher,
Ogling at every female became his new hobby,
Neglecting the only woman, that truly loved him.

Torn, betrayed, and scarred,
Both inside and outside,
Has to put a smile on her face though broken,
Her three little children must the best of her.

She sacrifices her happiness for them,
She endures all the beating and insults for them,
Every abuse hurled at her she handles with bravery,
She has to wear a happy face for them.

She once thought of leaving him,
But then she looked at them,
How they eagerly waited for his return,
Showering him with hugs and kisses when he arrives.

How could she deny them that?
How could she break the bond between them?
How could she be so selfish to even think of leaving?
She has to stay,
Just to see those little smiles on those little faces.

©Anita W.
 Feb 2015 Marclesza Gee
K F
Blurry
 Feb 2015 Marclesza Gee
K F
Never drink to distract yourself
It always ends in success.
But once you remember what you were trying to forget,
You have a crash
There is a burn,
A sting of memory.

And there's no forgetting
What's been singed inside your head.
Those times between sheets,
And kisses and fond memories.
Permanent are these for you to keep,
Despite desperate attempts of forgetting.

Everything is blurry except those mental pictures,
Even Milwaukee's Finest can't drown those primest
memories you have.
And everything ends in the singular thought...
I wish. You. Were. Here.
 Feb 2015 Marclesza Gee
ryn
I wish me invisible
I want to disappear
I am but a damsel
Parading in knight's gear

I want to be the unknown
I need to be again a stranger
I wish my secrets not shown
Back to a time when it was clearer

I wish to be a zephyr
I want to be felt not seen
I need to be less of the liar
At least lesser than I have been

I crave the comfort of solitude
I long for the absence of physical contact
I miss the tears that once had ensued
Somehow then I was more intact

I want to be an undetermined star
I need to be unnamed in an uncharted galaxy
I wish to retreat behind my avatar
So you won't see the real me

I wish me invisible
I want to be protected by ambiguity
I need to disappear from this debacle
Into the welcoming arms of anonymity
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