i wish i had the money to head off,
drive through my favorite mountains until i hit the city
i want to sit by the sea and watch the water
and listen to the gentle movements
and finally feel at home
because i know where home is
and it’s not here anymore
i wish i had the money to steal us away onto a plane
and fly a million miles away
i wish we could watch the landscape change underneath us,
mountains and rivers and valleys and infinite rolling hills
and tiny little houses that look up at us and think
“i wonder where they’re going,”
and we look down at them and think
“i wonder where they’ve been,”
and we watch and it changes every second
but the nonstop is comforting.
i wish we could go away, just us, into the big city,
where the shining buildings soar around us
and we walk under the railings and keep our heads up
and never stop looking
and we always listen,
to the city, to each other,
to the music all around and inside us,
and when we stand in the hotel room i feel okay,
and when i stand in the bathroom
and stare myself in the face in the big mirror i think
“that’s me”
and not only do i feel at peace
but i feel on top of the world