To have your hopes smothered,
Stuck in this ****** isolation,
I see no light.
I might never recover,
Never thought I’d get this far,
Deep in this retched sea,
And I might never learn to swim.
Whatever confidence I had left,
Is fading with myself.
My self-esteem,
It’s non-existent,
My heart and happiness as well.
I’m hurting deeply,
Fading quickly,
Living fatally,
Faking emotions,
Drowning painfully,
Hanging on,
**To nothing.
I don't understand anything anymore.