i miss you i miss your voice i miss your laugh i miss your presence
but i don't miss you in that way i don't miss you romantically i miss you as a person i miss having you in my life
i wish we could at least be friends for now. we agreed to be but things are just awkward between us and it's too early to talk again i guess. maybe part of me does still have feelings for you but i'll heal from it, but i just miss you genuinely as a person.
second chances third chances fourth chances renewed trusts replenished damaged belief pride and prejudice hurt and sadness fifth chances... making up making out waking up half ashamed walking out half naked walking off the emptiest night of your lives forcing a smile pretending to be fine pretending to be fine pretending to be fine pretending to be fine lying knuckling under lying falling behind pretending to believe each other trustfalls with a harness trust falling apart trust broken forever. sixth chances... tears----- weeping----- sobbing----- gnashing of teeth----- staring into the mirror blankly at 3am crying yourself up until 9 glass shard pressed smoothly against your wrist total darkness... undoable sadness... uncurable brokenness... unsatiable... irrevocable... irreversible... -------seventh chances pain. ------eighth chances cries. ------ninth chances lies. -------tenth chances more 'last' goodbyes. et cetera
maybe a sequel to 'things we call love' ? don't know
We all take chances whether we know it or not. We all take a chance on one person once or more times. Taking chances are always a risk just like in Monopoly. But taking a chance in real life is way more dangerous than in a board game. You never know what happens after that chance. But taking chances is what life is all about. We have always taken chances. Since the beginning of human history we've taken chances. People take chances with religion. People take chances with no religion. But no matter you believe we are in the because we all take chances.
This has been on my mind for awhile and I am finally glad i have it all written out.
late nights cold walls calming skies all the stars watching us while we sit and talk about the secrets in our hearts and heavy thoughts in our minds, It’s comfort. just you and me and the stars we see