I want everyone to know.
I want everyone to miss you
Like I do
...
            Only not quite

The only way to leave a life filled with sorrow
is with a great, grand,

                  GOODBYE

and no tomorrow.

I am a -9 Glasgow Scale,
even in life,
I should be intubated,
someone should breathe for me
....
Someone should
live for me
...
This life is not mine
anymore
...
It is just breathing
and waking up
and breathing
and waking up
... and breathing
... and waking up

One
      T w o
               T H r e e
                           F O U r
                                  F I V E
times in one day
...
Let someone else live this life!
Let someone else die this daily death!
...
I cannot do this anymore
I need other means to breathe

I am
.
I am
the product of my surroundings
.
I am
the result of my parents
.
The influence of my friends,
I am
.
All that, is what I am
What formed me
What brought me here
.
Their mistakes run in
my veins
.
Yet, I refuse
to be defined by them
.
All of that
I am
.
But I will
define myself
.

We're too distracted
fighting for uniqueness
that we have forgotten
to fight together as one

She was there,
with me,
and all was well
.
Because it is easier to be
after the storm
when it's passed
.
But after the calm
when the storm arrives
it turns real
.