sapphire nights
spent with your body
pressed on mine,
hearts racing
stars aligning
moonlit promises
forgotten by dawn,
each bittersweet memory
a reminder
of what could have been.

you are,
you will always be
my sweetest haunting,
i loved you first.

i feel you pulling at me
drawing me back to you
with each whisper
my bones react,
your hand on my throat
my blood singing your name,
craving destruction.

to put it simply,
i would've gave it all up
for you.

i only hope you know,
i would've followed you
to the furthest horizon,
across the whole universe
until the very end.

in spite of the failed attempts
in spite of time
never being on our side,
you are my sweetest hallelujah.

i know now
that i get you in phases,
from having all of you
with your ocean eyes
and sleepy hand holds
to having only glimpses,
before you disappear again
leaving me in the darkness
once more
just like the moon,
only you have the power
to captivate me
and send me to madness.