look how happy
look how sweet
how could she ever weep

so beautiful
so tasteful
how could she not be hopeful

her eyes are like the ocean
her smile is like a crescent moon
but her eyes do not seem the same

she may laugh but it sounds so bear
she may smile but her eyes wont smile too
she may look happy but she is lying

you can see it when you really try
she can look at him with a smile
but she really wants to cry

she carries on like a solider with battle wounds
bleeding out of every cut her body takes in
the deeper she cuts the less she feels

we want to save her from her self hate
she doesn't think she is good enough
because she isn't her

he left her with broken dreams
a life that could have been
so the process begins

she cuts she starves she cries to sleep
she vomits after meals she sleeps all day
they wonder what has happened to this girl with the deep blue eyes

she has fallin' in love
but she went past his heart
and fell into the abuse

this girl is no longer at your school
you use to see her everywhere
but not anymore

she took her last breathe and jumped
in hopes to go into his heart
but a rope caught her before she hit the bottom

this girl feel in love
so i told you her story
but what you didn't know is the girl was me

I love you
Is the most
Terrifying words to say
If you ask me...

I love you
Is three words
Which everyone hope
That someone
One day will say
To them...

I love you
Is a way to tell
Another person
How much we care
About them...

I love you
Is three words
Which I don't think
That I'm ever gonna say
'Cause the first person
Who I honestly
Could have said these words to
He's no longer talking to me...

I love you
Is also
The only words
Which no one
Will ever say
To me
Because I am not
Worth loving...

I love you
I actually once had a dream
Where someone said it to me
In a bar
Right before he kissed me
But that was only a dream
And as we know
They rarely become real...