"i'm okay," she says to everyone.
her nights were nothing but wet sheets and wailing walls.

"i'm fine," she tells everybody.
her room is filled with nothing but a crying voice and a hopeless soul.

"i'm happy," she proclaims to all.
her wrists more crimson than brown and her eyes more red than white.

"goodbye. i'm sorry," she begs.

**And that was when all knew that she wasn't really okay at all.

I can't sleep at night
Somethings summoning me
To the deep
It's has a grip on my life
All I can see is my defeat
the voices in my head
Is growing stronger
My mind is on the bring
Of collapse
Demons in my head
Taking grip on my mind
Gaining control of my life
Some one tie me down
Take my brain
Make this suffering end

Life is horrifying
and death is horrifying
but escaping one
means running into
the arms of the other.

wrote about a girl
but fell for her so i just
kept her in my mind

Girls, girls, slutty girls
You crave the nectar of the ball

But STD's aren't Pokemon
So you dont gotta catch em' all

I like girls.
Theyre soft and flush, with eyes bright like diamonds.
Theyre sweet and kind, with lips the color of roses.
I like girls.
but the girls, don't like me.
Because i'm a girl too.

carcinogen fogs will cancer you thick
you will dismiss
the salt stain of a visitor
you will pretend
the Tuesday's are not boring
the coffee is not weak
the room smells like chlorine
remember
you are a girl.
she

smiles for money.