I try to make you happy
       But it doesnt always work
            Because youre so broken
                 With so much hurt
            You know I love you
       But thats not enough
   You think ill leave you
Left in the dust...
   You dont realise, ive been there too
        From the same kind of person.
            Just
                 Like
                      You.

This bed
is narrow,
but my arms
are wide;
join me.
you are
always
welcome
here inside.
  - mce

the tears are flowing
and i don't know if i am
happy or sad.
is my heart seeping through my shattered soul?
or is my joy leaking from the corners of my smile?
am i on top of the world?
or beneath it?
am i empty?
or bursting with emotion?
i never know whether my soul
is grinning or weeping.
are the tears
happy?
or
sad?

People ask...
Why?
Why are unknown?
Why are you hidden?

My only answer
Is
Im hiding for the ones
Who cant be hidden
Im hiding for the ones
That love has bitten
Im hiding for the ones
Whos been through it all
Im hiding for the ones
Who are struggling along.

You cut your wrists
You say its bliss

You slice your thigh
And wish you were high

You hide the cuts
Nothing can be done

You **** the gun
But fail and run

You were found
Passed out on the ground

You were saved
Sewn up and laced

You thank the boy who found you
Youd be dead without him

But if only you knew...
He went through it too.

One day you love me
One day you dont know
One day you hate me
What is left to show?

You say im your everything
You say you need me
You say you trust me
But you never believe me.

Then you started blowing me off
Then you started choking this love
Then you started pushing me away
Really now, what love has stayed?

I broke up with you
I was in pain
I knew you would move on
But ill never be the same.

Thanks for the memories
Thanks for the lessons
Thanks for the heads up
That our "love" wasnt destined.

I may be young
And I may be dumb
But Im just as bright as the setting sun

I might want to hide
I might want to die
But the need to breathe is enough to survive

I just want to run
I just want to be done
But first, im gonna have some fun.

People may fear death
People may run like heck
Although it may seem like hell, its just a part of lifes little spell.