Time flies so fast,
When thoughts loose trace,
And suddenly I'm lost,
In a never ending trance.

~A.d | 3 April 2015

The worst is to strive,
For what you don't want,
But I feel alive,
When engulfed by what I mustn't,

It's not my intention,
Do believe me,
Its just my way to vent,
Everything inside of me,

Its slowly shredding thee,
As I try to flee,
So I dwell within its shades,
To stable my sanity.

~A.d | 24 March 2015

No one notices,
man it's just sad.
Isolate me from this society,
before I go mad.

Those who forget easily
wish they didn't,
Those with a strong memory
despise their existent.

~A.d | 23 Jan 2015

I've been missing you dearly,
Been two days, I know barely,
Life not playing very fairly,
Enduring this? not even slightly,
Loosing myself, beyond nearly,
Sensing your presence, very faintly,
Oh your absence, breaking me fiercely.

~A.d | 16 Dec 2014

At times, my poems are encouraging,
Other times, are depressing.

To some, they might be interesting,
Others, may find them surprising,

But either way, all they say,
Words echoing within me for a decay.

~A.d

10 Feb 2015

You need not to speak a word,
For me to know or see,
Nor need to explain the blurred,
For I will always there be.

~A.d | 2 April 2016

"No regrets, just lessons learnt"
To some certain extent?
"Yes? no? I don't really know"
A life long time I have spent.

~A.d | 18 Feb 2015

When you're in such a mess,
You know its not just stress,
Self too tangled, can't decompress,
Too complicated to express.

~A.d | 13 Dec 2014

Still no response
Checking if you replied
Clock ticking past midnight
Hoping you're deep in sleep occupied,

Laying unstable in bed
From flips n twists, can't flee
Hoping it's not hollow hurt keeping you up
Wishing during hardship, by your side I'd be.

#Yazilines

A mind at ease,
Is a mind that will please.

~A.d | 28 March 2015

Motivation and positivity,
Through motion and energy,
Break exhaustion,
Not the opportunity,
Loose the distraction,
There's always possibility..

~A.d | 29 Jan 2015

I wanna read you poetry
face to face,
As long as  you're there
doesn't matter the place,
Even if you deny
you're worth the chase.

~A.d | 30 March 2015

Intense emotions released
With rage, they greet
On sadness, they feast
Only then, they are please
Slowly then, they are decreased
For now, they are ceased
Will next time give warnings?
For that, I wish at least
Or will they give out unconscious roars of a beast..

~A.d | 23 Aug 2014

I strive for curing advice,
Yet I know the exact words I need,
But are spoken from the same aching voice,
So scars continue to bleed.
Unceasingly, continue to bleed.

~A.d | 14 Feb 2015

This beauty that you possess,
Oh so hard to express,
But so easy to impress,
Rids any feelings of distress..

No not the kind that's see with eyes,
Nor created with makeup or some disguise..

Through the heart, is how it's felt,
Your true colors, is what it spelt..

Your character, like no other, so extraordinary,
Flawless, unique, I'm running out of vocabulary..

Whenever I'm sad, really lonely, or feel blue,
I think to my self, what a wonderful person.. I'm really glad I met you.

~A.d

3 July 2014

So little time
So much to do
On the staircase of life we climb
Oh the difficulties we go through

Once the top is reached
We realise it's worth
All the troubles we have faced
Unawarely enhanced growth

So little time
So much to do
Once the heart is set
No obstacle can stop you

No limit can cage ambitions
Thirsting to break through
Awaiting are destinations
Where hopes do come true

Yes, little time there is
Yes, many things to do**
What are you waiting for?
Wash away those feelings of blue

Rise from that rusted seat
Even time can be ceased
With determination you can beat
What once could barely be reached

~A.d | 15 Oct 2014

My mood could click,
In a single clock tick,
Just on thought or flashback,
And it all comes back..

~A.d | 26 March 2015

That feeling I get, all day long,
Can't take control, just at too strong,
Missing you so, missing you very,
Why does it hurt that much, what went wrong?

Thinking of you,
I smile unawarely,
Tears find a way somehow,
And pour unceasingly..

Closing my eyes,
Seeing only your face,
Within I see the universe,
And outer space..

Echoing in my head,
Your soft voice,
That feeling I get,
So relaxed yet intense..

Feelings my checks go warm,
Knowing they're red,
Eye's watering non stop,
Can't go to bed..

Staring at the night sky,
Feeling lonely,
Wishing you were here right now,
Oh, if only..

~A.d | 26 Aug 2014

Don't give a lot,
Or appreciation will be cut.

~A.d | 26 March 2015

I  went for a walk
and had a talk
with a little bunny
that tasted like honey
and had some money
I asked him for a carrot
because he couldn't do my salad
but he had non
because there is only one.

~A.d

I went for a walk
and found a fork

I went beck to the house
and saw a mouse

I took him in
and he ran to the bin

what a long busy day
what will i find on Friday.

~A.d

It's slowly shredding,
and they don't know,

That feeling, I'm dreading,
but what's the point though,

Through the explaining,
it doesn't thoroughly show,

That feeling, I'm fainting,
without warning, one day, will blow.

~ a.d | 5 April 2015

I'll listen to your troubles,
I'll stay up with you all night,
I'll make you yummy truffles,
I'll hold you in my arms tight,
Till you fully feel alright...

I'll defend you in any fight,
Give you back your every right,
Lead you to the light,
Let's take a one way flight,
Pack our things tonight,
Go somewhere filled with delight,
Somewhere that's more than just back 'n' white,
Away from anything that might,
Cause misfortune or any fright,
Till you fully feel alright...

Let's stay up till five and watch the sunlight,
Rising through the clouds so bright,
Oh what a beautiful sight,
Let's take a walk at twilight,
Sing our thoughts out or just write,
Become musicians or play writes,
Sink in a world of insight,
Till you feel alright...
Till you feel alright...

~A.d

27 July 2014

Tiredness is overwhelming,
The distress is stringing,
Thoughts expressionless,
Though my writings are endless.

~A.d | 16 Dec 2014

My predicaments, I can swallow.
Others sufferings, I cannot bear to leave hollow.

Behold, the joy held within a small meadow.
To you, I wish to rejoice and endow.

May the undesired disappear and not follow.
Any misfortune near you I will not allow.

Within that soul, blooming joy, no sorrow.
Lose no hope, thus there'll be a tomorrow.

Lose no hope, thus, there'll be a tomorrow.

~A.d | 10 Oct 2014

Today seemed so quiet,
Don't really know why,
From morning till midnight,
As if time never passed by.

~A.d | 24 March 2015

Your words,
Something I deeply treasure,
Always will,
In my short forever.

~A.d | 3 Sept 2014

There are times in life,
When all you can do is retreat..

And other times,
You'll face people you don't wanna meet..

And times,
When all you see are starless nights..

And other times,
You may go through silent fights..

~~~

But whenever you face such times,
Remember who you are,
A twinkling little star,
Sometimes its light disappears,
Just for a few moments,
Then again it reappears,
With a glow whiter than snow..

When it blends with the night
and both are dim,
Only those who patiently wait,
Will see it sparkle again and gleam.

~A.d

29 July 2014

Upon you I bestow
The spell of fulfilment,
And shower you with
Sparkles of achievement,

Upon you I bestow
Nothing but the best,
Banishing all the evil
And leaving you the rest,

Upon you I cast
Happiness that will last,
Whatever disturbs your present
Or awakens from your past
Away with it I blast,

Upon you I cast
An invincible barrier,
Protecting you from any curse
Any that may evoke danger,

———

Lifting off any burdens
Causing you to break,
Drawing the curtains
On any regret or mistake,

On your checks I smoothly brush
Glitters, giving you smiles,
Any obstacle I shall crush
Whatever triggers your cries,

On you I softly blow
Twinkles of rejoice,
Making your heart glow
Lighting up you beautiful face,

On your forehead, a gentle touch I lay,
Putting you to sleep,
May your mind be at peace I pray,
No more will your heart weep.

~A.d | 15 Aug 2014

Something feels so wrong,
Getting real confused,
Is it just me or am I
Just being used?

Is it something I lack?
What am I missin'?
I'm in the edge, guna crack,
No one's tryin'a listen,

Every time I realise that,
It turns out too late,
Is this some kinda punishment?
Or just harsh fate?

My heart fiercely shaking,
Tryin'a stop all the aching,
Slowly feeling myself breaking,
So many lies and people faking,

Just a misunderstanding?
Or the plain truth?
I still doubt myself,
Even though there's proof,

No surprise in betrayals,
Just tryin'a deny reality,
Wonder if it's the same with males,
Is this really community?

Why do I keep forgiving?
When I'm the one who's hurt,
Tryin'a avoid a useless fright,
Their logic states they're right,
And suddenly I'm at fault?

The over friendliness I get,
Can't tell if it's an illusion,
Two faced people, I bet,
Trust no one, is that a solution?

What if I hurt someone?
I keep asking, what then?
I end up being that person,
Wounds ripping open once again,

Can't reach peaceful ends,
Just endless twists and turns,
Every path I take just bends,
Nothing left to hold on,
Everything slowly burns.

~A.d | 11 Aug 2014

You keep on asking,
But do you give?
You keep on complaining,
But do you ever forgive?

~A.d | 3 April 2015

Staring  out the widow,
waiting for your arrival,
other than you babe,
everything else is a trival.

Getting cold in this emptiness,
the clock constantly ticking,
words can't even come close to express,
oh how your absence is engulfing..

~A.d | 18 Feb 2015

Saturday Stings,
And all the lonely memories it brings,

Sundays Sufferings,
Slowly eating me up, expiered enduring,

Monday Moans,
Becoming motionless as silent stones,

Tuesday Tears,
Swept away by a sea of sobs,

Wednesday Worries,
Filling my mind overthought stories,

Thursday Thoughts,
Healing through our rewind past talks,

Friday Flashbacks,
Surviving on those life hacks,

___

Week after Week,
This continuously ongoing cycle,
I endlessly seek,
The day we once again meet.

~A.d | 12 Jan 2015

There's only so much you could do,
Don't go against your own limit,
Doesn't push yourself, don't overdo,
Your wellbeing is more important.
Your wellbeing is more important.

~A.d |14 Feb 2015

It's better to be left unsaid,
Than half heartedly said,
Thoughts, emotions,
Don't want them to be mislead.

~A.d | 28 March 2015

We're close, but we're not,
Why all this spacious distant.

From deep talks to barely any chats,
Within a swift of an instant.

It hurts, severely pains,
Why, why all of a sudden.

Heart aches, eyes sobbingly swollen,
Tears shred in place of the unspoken.

~A.d | 2 Mar 2014

Money runs out,
Flowers one day wilt,
Chocolate doesn't last,
But words are permanent.
Words are permanent.

~A.d | 22 Jan 2015

All you do is open wounds,
Rip open old scars at endless rounds,
In grave pain, even when underground,
What was lost could never be once again found.

~A.d | 18 March 2015

The bad moments, I place inverse,
Yet consequences, I cannot reverse,

Washing away any fault,
Yet I cannot erase the guilt,

Turning over a new leaf,
Yet I stick to my every belief,

My old self, trying to revive,
Hoping to feel again alive.

~A.d | 14 Aug 2014

I can sense it within your voice,
No matter what you say,
The attitude the word choice,
State those feelings you convay,

Through a soft smooth tone,
You beauti-fully portray,
What is not easily said,
What you truly intend,
Holds truth, no pretend,
What some can't comprehend,
What would never offend,
What could heal and mend,
What a pleasure to have you
as my friend,

Simply the way you speak,
Whether using words or codes,
Your reaction or responses,
Your rhythmic singing voice,
Or artistic drawing skills,
You somehow find a way,
That uniquely illustrates,
And in a way communicates,
Deep feelings or simple meaning,
Filled with warmness and kindness,
Blended with intelligence n brilliance,

Even your silence,
Holds such significance,
Speaks what words fail to define,
Where quietness n wisdom intertwine.

~A.d

4 Aug 2014

Rewinding your vn
Impatient to call
Waiting for your return
Can't restfully sleep at all ..

#Yazilines

There's something within your soul, that I somehow feel.
Something people are too blinded to realise or see.

This vibe of warmness and mesmerising beauty,
Evoking from the heart of the one and only.

Say pure souls were replaced with light suddenly,
People might really go blind while staring at you, glowing so brightly.

~A.d

21 Jun 2014